woop had some good news today and that is because i got my letter back saying that i do not have cancer but i need to see a doctor for a colposcopy. i badly hope there is nothing wrong with me :(. anyway got good news housing might be putting me into band C..woop also i have lost a stone and is back to the weight i was before having liam 10 STONE.
well to tell you the truth I’m not feeling to good in myself. been feeling like Ive been smacked in the face. yesterday i was put back onto my fluoxetine what I’m not to happy about because i thought i was getting better but after the fun i had on Sunday i need to be on them again for maybe a month (not happy) and if you are going to ask what happened on Sunday hmmm well just put it a nice way i found out what two people thought of me 😦 and some of the stuff what was said was rude and hurtful. my mind is everywhere right now….i nearly missed a doctor appointment today because my head is everywhere arrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
me and my mother took my little man to fizzy lizards in town. i love seeing him playing with other children and having fun. the only prob what i had was there was 3 young lady’s sat in the ball pit with there 3 baby’s (6months) and every time a child over 3years came into the ball pit the lady’s gave the children evils and one told my son to go away. they even gave a dad who was having fun with his Daughter a nasty look. after the play gym i went around town with my mum and Liam…didn’t get home till 3pm.
well what a night went down to work to find out that I’m not working today and they have giving me the night off. hmm I’m happy that Ive got a day off but it would of been nice is someone told me before not on the night lol . I’m so happy that i looked at the timetable before starting tonight or i would be working. anyway i can get on with my new book called All the single ladies by Jane Costello.
well i better say happy new year to my lovely readers out there. lol that was me last night in the photo. i went to a 60s party and had alot of fun. anyway every year i make a list of stuff what i should do this year and mostly they don’t last long but i do try.
1) no-more take-always and fast food
2) lose weight (well try)
i just want 2014 to be alot better then last year and i want to be happy and try and not let people upset me. arrrr just like on Monday night i was walking home from work and a gray car beeped at me. i jumped out my skin and when i looked at the car people was laughing and pointing at me :(. i didn’t think it was funny i thought it was rude. i do know who they are because i saw there face’s but sadly i know i will be made to look like I’m going crazy if i said anything about it (like always). i feel like i should go to there house and bang on there windows and laugh and also point at them and see if they like it. i’m starting to feel like a joke to them people :(.