well i have had some brilo news today. I’m finally going to be getting Liam looked at about him being abit behind but bad news is that it will take 2months to see someone but even the new health woman said that it should of been sorted out last year but i kept getting messed about. shes also going to be ringing up the speech people because last month they told me that i need to lock up liams toy cars for 20mins or hour so he can play with other toys but like the health lady said hes 3 years old boy and don’t worry i’m not locking up his cars. I’m also going to be getting help with potty training (been asking for a year) and help with his anger.
well i haven’t done a blog in some time but that’s mostly because i never no what to put in hear. hmmm well to start a blog is to say that i am happy and life is good. i think nearly everyone knows this but i now have a boyfriend and sadly you always get the people who are not happy about it but like i keep saying i’m nearly 26 and i think i can pick who i want. on Friday i was walking to my mothers and i saw someone who i no for a fact has been talking poop about me and my fella so when she was watching me i said HELLLLOOO and next min she puts her nose in the air and gives me sodding evils…i just kept walking.
my son is still having anger probs and sadly people aka adults are starting to take the pee out of him. been bugging the speech people but i’m sadly having no luck. they keep telling me the woman who is helping us is on holiday or shes not in.
well i found some stuff out last night what ended up putting me into tears and making me feel sick as a dog. i just don’t understand why people can’t keep to themselves. people have been going round saying some right nasty stuff about me and that i have been saying so right nasty stuff about people. but what hurt the most was that it was people i just say hello to and some of the people i don’t have a sodding clue who they are????. i have also found out that people at work have been going round telling people crap and the best one i have heard was that i came to work with cuts and bruise’s and i went round telling people that i was getting beaten up by a man (O_O) WTF I HAVE NEVER SAID ANYTHING LIKE THAT IN MY LIFE. i will admit that i did ring the police because of sometihn but i did not ring 24/7 so it also looks like someone was ringing and using my sodding name.
alll my life i have been a loner but that mostly because when i was a child i was bullied and i found it so hard to make friends. sadly when i do make friends with people they always turn out to be not so nice people. I’m the kind of person who will give someone food if they are hungry, i let people have a bath if they badly need one, i give stuff to people and not ask for money and if you have not worked it out I’m kind and friendly. even my son says thankyou.
well my son has gone to bed and after the day we have had I’m sorry to say this but i’m so happy hes asleep. i have been kicked, slapped , spat at and had my hair pulled at. been told not to show him that it upsets me but sometimes that is hard to do. Liam is now going to speech therapy after fighting a year because he can’t bloody talk. they have no-test he has a short attention span and maybe autism. arrrrr but they are just saying it but not sodding helping us. they will soon sodding help when he goes to school and the teacher wont have a sodding clue what he is saying and soon as he gets angry he be soon kicked out of school.