Right now it has just hit 1am and I’m still up. I feel kind of low and everytime I try to drop I just start to cry like a prat. Have you ever asked yourself what did you do wrong? I listen to people’s help and do what they tell me but I still feel like I’ve failed 😦. I do not want to write what has made me feel like this but I hope in the morning I will be abit happier.