whoop its 8:12pm and i’m in bed. been a ok weekend with no stress. work have sorted out my hours and the mess i was in so this means no more working 8hours or 10hours at weekends when i’m only post to do 5hours (16hours a week).
i had abit of a funny day yesterday. have you ever felt like you are about to cry but you don’t understand why? well that happened to me when i was on my 15mins at work. i was just sat drinking a cola and i felt like i was about to cry but i did not understand why (O_O). i didn’t feel like crap and i was not upset but my body wanted to cry.
after work i went up to see someone and had a long chat about stuff what i do not want to put on my blog but i did learn something….don’t you just love it when people talk crap behind your back. Someone went up to a person and tried to make it sound like i was a bad mother. i have to say thankyou to the person who stuck up for me and told them to shut up….thing is stuff like this always makes me laugh because liam is happy and yes he can be a pain but he’s a 4year old boy…lmao i always say if someone is trying to start crap like this you know there jealous of your life.
anyway its been a good weekend.
ever felt like screaming well i just had that feeling.
my son has not used a potty for maybe 5months but for some crazy reason today liam didn’t want to use the loo he wanted the potty. i told him no because i do not have it anymore. well he kicked off saying he wanted it. i took him to the loo but nope he would not pee in the loo. after 5mins of him kicking off he peed all over my floor. i won’t happy so i sent him to his room and told him no cartoons now till tomorrow.
wtf was that all about (O_O).
i have felt stressed and kind of crappy since monday but feeling a little bit better now. i need to learn how to rest and not to let stuff to get to me.
i had something crazy happen to me today. have you ever felt like you have done something wrong? well i had that feeling today after being watched by people (O_O). got to keep on smiling but i still want to no what have i done.
today i just feel so sleepy but after the night i had you might understand.
i was woken up at 3am to a sound of someone running up and down my stairs what go to my flat upstairs door. i jumped out of bed and opened the upstairs door but when i looked no-one was there…the frontdoor was locked up.
sat at my mothers chilling after work also popped up to see my little man who is staying there when i’m working. its been one crazy weekend and my feet are starting to hurt.
Friday- dropped liam off at my mom and dads house at 3pm and started work at 5pm.
Saturday- i haven’t seen liam today because i had to work a 12pm to 8pm all because of the mess up on Thursday.
Sunday – worked 5hours but it went fast…. seeing liam today :).
The hardest battle you will ever have to fight is between who you are now and who you want to be.