have you ever had that feeling that you have done something wrong but you don’t no what? ….. yep that’s how i feel right now. every time i see or talk to people i feel like they don’t want nothing to do with me or they just want me to blank out.
sorry i have not done any blogs since Sunday morning. i was going to do a blog on Tuesday but thought it be wrong with all the stuff going on with the news.
i kind of had a poop start to the week.
1) my hoover thought it would be cool to blow up…but today my mom has ordered me a new one ( don’t worry i’m paying it).
2) my sodding internet went down on Tuesday and me and this help line tried everything to get it to work. Wednesday morning i turned on the phone WiFi and wow the bloody thing started to go crazy lol.
3) people think I’m wonder woman and i can do 4 big jobs in one hour (O_0).
4) liam has been asked to go to a party but i haven’t sent a yes back yet. i’m just worried that liam is going to get to buzzed and hurt someone or the moms/dads are not going to understand him. my mom says if you ask the child’s mother if you can stay and tell her why you might be able to hang out with the mums but i’m not good around new people and i start to feel odd and scared.
whoop well i went out last night for the first time in 2-3 years. it was so lovely to see my friends again and to let my hair down. i got home at 3:30am and best part is I’ve only had 3 hours of sleep because my body is saying keys wake up. this is the first time when I’ve gone out and i can remember what i drank and i can remember the night ( 8 vk’s ,4 shots). I’ve woken up with no hang over and no sick (feeling bril).
only prob i had about clubing is the sodding photos and there was alot of them so i’m not looking forward to seeing them lol. what kind of bugs me is in the past the night club photo people would take a photo and you would pay £5 to have the photo but now they take the photo and put it up on there fb page to show every sod how much of a prat you look.
last time i went to one they showed me a file full of stuff liam had done wrong but this time it was all good 🙂 (some bumps in the road). we still have to work on some stuff and the journey is not over yet but its nice to see what he has improved on.
its crazy to think how much liam has changed in the last 3months.