i don’t no what is up with me but i’ve started to feel very lonely again to a point sometimes i will just sit at home by myself and cry. liam is back at school so i have no-one to talk to and on top of that liam keeps bugging me now at weekends that he wants to be home with me but sadly i work weekends (for now). on top of that i’m now only seeing my fella once a week because of reasons that i can’t say.

i’m thinking about getting a pet so i won’t be lonely as much.. but sadly can’t have a cat because they make me ill and can’t have a dog yet because of liam being young. hmmmm maybe a rabbit or something….when i ask liam he just says mum i want a chicken (O_O).