its funny how i used to write on here alot and now its like when i have time to write on here lol. also it’s been the school week off so i have been trying to keep liam busy.
i do not know if i put anything about this on the blog but on thursday i finally reported the neighbors downstairs. the old lady has not been there since the middle of august 2017. she came up to me with her son to tell me she can hear my kitten running about and i said no way you can hear my cat because i just had to get her a bell because i can’t bloody hear her. starting at the end of august her son’s started to stay there and thats when the fun started. everytime my son walks about they start to bang on my roof and its always between 3:30pm to 6pm. they also started to move stuff about at 11pm when i was in bed. this went on for 2weeks until one day i had 4hours of sleep and liam had been home for 2hours and they where banging so I shouted STOP BANGING ON MY BLOODY WALL. HE IS 6 YEARS OLD AND I CAN’T F**KING TAPE HIM TO THE CHAIR BECAUSE YOU DON’T LIKE HIM MOVING. IF YOU HAVE A PROB COME TO MY DOOR AND STOP BANGING ON MY F**KING ROOF. after i said that the banging stopped for 2weeks until the beginning of this month when it started again but i just blanked them out and thought go report me because im moving about between 3pm and 6pm.
but one day i was sat at home around 10am when i started to hear a tapping sound. i didn’t think much of it until i started to watch the cat. they was tapping my roof but not on one spot but i just turned the tv up and they stopped and that went on for 2 weeks tap tap tap and yelling ARRRR . one saturday i was just chilling with liam and at 11am i started to hear music and no joke they must of had there speakers on my staircase and i thought ok i’m going to see them because i’m sick of this crap but before i was about to leave the flat the music stopped and looked like someone beat me to it. it even happened last thursday when i came home from working morning so i went and put on mtv bass and they soon turned their crap down and i went to bed.
this week has been the school holidays so i have moved the games into my bedroom so i can have the tv. on tuesday morning at 7am i was woken up to a big bang sound. this sound happened 3 more times and it was downstairs banging on my bedroom roof. i made up my mind that i was gonna report them but i needed to see someone face to face but on wednesday that’s when i had it. i came home from work at 10pm and went to bed and the only thing i could hear on full was bbc news under my bedroom and this went onto 4am.
i went to see housing and reported it and found out that no one has reported me for anything and that the guys downstairs are post to not be there because the flat is under the mother’s name not theirs. a letter will be sent out to them and let’s see if they stop. but sadly the letter won’t be going to the guys because it be going to the mother.
first day of school holiday and i can’t wait for his bedtime. liam has been up since 7am and boom nothing but play up.
i think the most embarrassing thing happened this morning when we went out for breakfast. i sat liam down at a table and went to order food. a big 6ft guy walks in and before i could tell him to shut up he shouts WOW WHY ARE YOU HERE…YOUR ALREADY FAT. i felt the floor open and i just wanted to pick up are stuff and go but by that time we had ordered. i had to sit near the guy and i said sorry to him and thank god he was a cool guy. but even after he had are food liam was still going on about the big guy. soon as we got home i went mummy crazy on him about it and told him to never talk like that again about people.
never going there again :O
- first meeting was with the school nurse and headmaster. to me the meeting was more about them talking to each other and me being added into when needed. i had some good news there gonna be trying to sign liam backup to speech. but i did have very odd chat. the headteacher asked me if liam watches horror stuff. i said no he plays a game called roblox and there games on it but nothing bad (i would not let him play if they was bad)…well after a long chat i found out liam had been talking about the game but the thought i was letting liam watch horror :O ( told liam now he is NOT ALLOWED to play scary games on roblox). after this i asked stuff but i felt like i was being judged and odd.
2. 2nd meeting was alot better and i felt alot more had been said and done. it was with the school psychologist. looks like liam could be getting more help and maybe his assessment pushed. he gave me better advice about liam poop probs and bedtime probs at home. oh and there gonna be a assessment on safety at school because liam has been coming home hurt (bumps and cuts).
i have to admit that this weekend has been ok.
on friday i got a text off the school nurse saying that she wants me to join the woman centre in town. long story short she wants me to make friends and help me with other probs.
saturday i spent the morning with my mum and liam. oh and i also got my hair cut mostly because it was going crazy and people just kept looking at me like i don’t brush it.
sunday has been chill.
lets hope next week will be good.
well last night was odd.
i went to bed at 11pm and looked to see if everything is off.
2am i was woken up to a bang. i first thought it was the cat but nope she was on her pillow asleep. i turned the light on to find my headphones on the floor.
4am i got up and felt abit hot. i went into the livingroom to find out that my heating was on…but i know i turned it off last night.
its now sunday and i’m home just chilling about to make a nice hot drink before i go to bed.
but i did want to write about how i have been feeling abit low. don’t get me wrong i’m not having probs with liam and home stuff…but work has been the hard one. i try so hard to keep people happy but i just feel like my best is just not good for some people. on top of that people what where very near to me have now stopped talking to me and it’s because i work for new people now and that makes me feel like poop and makes my job feel odd when i see them and when i say hello and i get nothing (not even a smile).
maybe next week will be better.