its late and i need to go to sleep but my mind is saying hell no. i’m getting so sick of feeling like this and i need it to stop. last night i had to make myself sleep and i must of dropped off at 10pm but woke up at 1am and went to sleep at 3am.
also today i got a text from the NHS saying liam has a appointment tomorrow at 10:30am but it was the first time i have been told about it so i’m gonna have to ring them tomorrow and rebook it or i will have school on my butt because i have not told them but how i’m i post to tell them if i didn’t even sodding knew lol.
i think i have done some blogs and facebook posts (what you sexy people can’t see) about them lovely people what live near me who are always fighting over a free car parking spot. i even did a post about how the guy was bugging me at work. well good news they have moved…well it looks like something might oh happened because two week ago i saw the woman who lived there throwing a TO LET sign out her garden.
well it turned up yesterday around 1:30pm and i got a text at 2pm to go pick liam from school. its not been that bad today but liam had to have the day off but that’s only because he was freaking out going to school (walked 5mins and turned back)…he hates anything wet on his feet and mud.
sometimes i wonder what people do in there life’s if they think its ok to try and pretend to not know you and be someone else (o.0).
when your a blogger with alot of sexy people who follow you sometimes you will get comments on old blogs from the passed. last week i got a comment what i didn’t find odd but after getting the 2nd one i thought hmmm something just does not add up. so at first i logged onto my blog by phone but after clicking on that i was not gonna find the info i wanted i had to log onto the old lappy. i logged into the edit comment part of wordpress and notice i had alot of pending comments (sorry lol) but after finding what i needed (email and IP) i was right to be suspicious. the person who was pretending to not know me was my ex (from 2016) what deleted me off facebook 2week ago. i have to admit i was abit peed off at first but then i just could not stop laughing because if your gonna stalk someone WHY USE YOUR OWN EMAIL AND IP FOOL. after getting myself back to normal i left a comment and since then i have not had a reply and also blocked his ass on facebook.
if you ever feel like something is not right about a comment or a follower please go have a look at the email and block them…i have blogged for a very long time and also have done a online course on wordpress so i do try and keep up to date on comment and followers blogs…. even if i had to some pending messages lol (3 only lol) and spam.
i do not know what is going on with my head but for about a month now i have not been sleeping very well to a point i can be up all night and be asleep when liam is at school. right now it is 3am and i just can’t drop off.
its that time of the year when we have to do the january clean at work oh and we got to the 10th to do it 0.o. i started on my jobs and that is clean the feet and kick plates but i do not know if i’m cleaning the right ones (pfs department wtf is that lol hate code). i’ve also been given a job of clean feet of all tables at back of shop o.o.
i made my mind up yesterday that my goal for this year is to join a gym and to start feeling good about myself.
every year i make this goal and never do it and that’s because life is crazy or thanks to kirklees my bloody rent (what has been fixed). BUT this year i’m gonna do it..im signing up next week when liam is back at school .