hello again

well this feels very odd to be writing a blog. i think it has been a month since i put up a post about how i was feeling and i think it be good to just say that i am feeling fine and keeping to myself. i even went out on halloween (night clubbing). i do keep having thoughts that something bad is gonna happen to me everytime i’m not home but i’m working on trying to not worry about stuff like that.

the only prob i have been having is that i keep going dizzy to a point i had to take a sick day on thursday because i just felt like i was just gonna fall over. i went to work yesterday but had chest pain so took everything slowly so i won’t be sick on anything lol. i’m gonna try and book to see a doctor on monday to see what is going on because this also happened to me 2week ago.

oh and i did find out some news yesterday about a ex friend of mine trying to help someone who made my life very uncomfortable so i went and blocked them.

yep life

Image may contain: 2 people, people standing and outdoorwow i wish i could tell you about my week but i can only say that i spent my wednesday night with my head down the loo, can’t forget having the poops and having nose bleeds oh and can’t forget not been sleeping.

the only good thing what has happened this week is that i had a meeting with school and now i’m aloud to look into special needs school (been fighting for years for this).

today i made my mind up that i need a chill day so took liam to the meltham fun fair and spent £20 in a hour but it was lovely to see his face. oh and part of his xmas gift came today (The Legend of Zelda: The Breath of the Wild  and Splatoon 2).

what a week

got to admit that this week has sucked monkey balls. just one simple thing can mess up your week and make you feel like a bug under a boot.

i made my mind up that saturday was gonna be a fun day and forget about what happened this week. took liam and scott to town and wow they do both make me laugh but if i hear i want to go home one more time i’m gonna scream lol.

this morning was not fun. i woke up at 3am to scott snoring his head off. it got to a point when i got my pillow and red blanket and slept on liam’s floor. i was woken up at 7:30am to liam hitting me with teddys thinking that i was a monster on his floor 0.0.

omg what a morning

well we had a fun morning. I got a email from paypal saying something had come out but me being me i thought oh it be a bill.  I went to see what liam was playing and it was fortnight. I notice he had alot of vbucks and i asked how he got them and he said he won them. something sounded odd so i went to look at my paypal and liam had spent £80 on the bloody game. I was not happy and there was alot of me yelling because this money was to pay off my tax on the 28th and also how did he get into my paypal. After chilling down i had a long chat with liam about what he had done wrong he just could not understand so I explained to liam how would you like it if you was saving money for roblox and mummy went a spent it…he got very upset and said sorry but like i said don’t cry over spilt milk because it just means mummy has to use her credit card (not something i wanted to do). I asked liam to show me how he did it and after he showed me i clicked on what had happened. I thought liam had worked out my password for paypal but nope when i payed for liam Fortnite stuff on payday the xbox saved my card details without me knowing.

everything is fixed and next time i will just pay by paypal not by my card…new day tomorrow.

be careful

on a thursday night i got a odd house phone call at 7:30pm. now the reason why it was odd is because only family,school and nhs have this number. i picked up and it was a voice call saying the company name and press one to talk. i hung up but went online to see who they was. it was a bloody debt company. i was like wtf who do i owe money to.

next day i rang up this debt company. the guy down the phone asked me for a ref number what is on my letter. i said i do not have a letter you guys rang me up last night on my house phone and i need to know what’s going on. theyguy asked for my house phone number (Not my postcode) and i said sorry i can’t remember but i gave him my mobile number. he said he could not find that number. i said hang on you just said i should of got a letter so that means you have my address. he asked for my postcode and nope i’m not even on there computer.

i asked the why did you ring me if i’m not even on your computer files. he asked me to ring back soon as i find out my house phone number and i asked why because i’m not even on your bloody computer and how did they get my number because everyone has my mobile. he said if i get a letter to ring them right away 0.o. i said hmmmm that would be fun with no address oh and if i get a letter i’m going to the police….

i have had no calls or letter.

omg some people

to the person who thought it would be ok to report me to the school saying there worried i don’t take liam to school….IM A LONE PARENT WHO WORKS and it’s not like he’s walking to school on his own or he’s home alone…he stays at my mothers at night and my mother takes him up. school is not gonna report it because they know….

I was having a good day before being told this…