thankyou for all the birthday message’s. i got my 4th card at 10pm and yesterday other family members remembered to send a bloody message.
anyway i had some good news. i had a phone call to tell me that there gonna be testing my son for ADHD BUT they don’t no if he has it 0-0 and it might be something else. but i’m just happy that the doctor got them to push it seeing that school keep saying they will.
i kind of had a crappy morning. i went to work like normal and ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRR. a staff member was in a mood with me because i’m off next week and i had someone trying very hard to make me feel like i’m a failure (all before 7am). i was so happy to get home and yell into a pillow.
anyway i’m off to watch my boy play minecraft…..
I got a phone call from school yesterday saying liam had been sick. I went to pick him up and when walking home I rang up my mum and told her I think he’s faking because he does not look sick and he is not hot. soon as he got home the little sod says mummy I feel better can I play on the xbox. I WAS NOT HAPPY. I told him no because you are sick and sick people stay in bed and watch tv.
today he is still home because school say he has to stay off till Monday….BUT NOTHING IS WRONG.
2pm yesterday i was just getting ready to go to my mums when I got a phone call from liam school. liam had one of his fits in his class and the ambulance was on there way. the walk to his school is 20mins but I ran like the wind and did it in 15mins.
wnen we got to Calderdale Royal Hospital liam was still blacked out but because there was no rooms we had to wait in the waiting room with my son in my arms. he came round after a hour and I had to tell him what had happened. we was suck in the waiting room for 3 years and spent a hour in the doctor room until they came back with the tests saying everything was ok but he needs to do a wee test but because liam was now asleep we have to do that at home.
he slept in my bed last night and is still in my bed right now watching youtube. he has to go and see a doctor and give them the wee test and see if he is ok.
went to pick my son up from school to see that my boy has a lovely black eye. I asked him who did this to you but he didn’t say so I asked his teacher. she says someone bumped into him and in the report its been put down as a small bump.. when I was walking home I asked a parent to have a look at it and even they said liam has been punched.
off to see the office tomorrow.
last week I got paid but sadly I was taxed £160 and I can’t get the money back till next year and because my big bills have now been paid my money sucks right now. on top of that housing has suspended my benefit payments after I have told them for 6monthss that my wage is everywhere and I do not know what is going on. this means now that I have to pay full council tax (paying £60 right now) and my rent will be £70 a week….
just feel like hiding under my bedroom :(.
got a letter today saying if i didn’t ring them in 7days to let building sevices to look at my gas appliances they will be taking me to court to gain access. i could not help but bloody laugh at the letter. they where post to come round on 23rd feb but came around at 3pm but i had to go out around that time for doctors and they was post to come on the 27th but they didn’t even show up or post a note into my letterbox (O_O).
The woman down the phone said it says on the computers that i bloody work and that i have a son so the best times to get me are 10am to 2pm HMMM SO WHY TURN UP AT 3PM. sorted it out now that there coming to to my home on wednesday and they better sodding show up.
also been told that if i don’t let them in that there gonna cut off my gas but i have a young child and i thought they can only cut you off if your not paying (O_O).
why is it when you try very hard at stuff but there is always gonna be people who tell you your failing. i’m doing something on my own and also some of this stuff is new to me and trying very hard but starting to feel like a fail.
that was my night tonight.