2pm yesterday i was just getting ready to go to my mums when I got a phone call from liam school. liam had one of his fits in his class and the ambulance was on there way. the walk to his school is 20mins but I ran like the wind and did it in 15mins.
wnen we got to Calderdale Royal Hospital liam was still blacked out but because there was no rooms we had to wait in the waiting room with my son in my arms. he came round after a hour and I had to tell him what had happened. we was suck in the waiting room for 3 years and spent a hour in the doctor room until they came back with the tests saying everything was ok but he needs to do a wee test but because liam was now asleep we have to do that at home.
he slept in my bed last night and is still in my bed right now watching youtube. he has to go and see a doctor and give them the wee test and see if he is ok.
have you ever been in bed and just felt abit lonely and start to think hmmm should I start dating again…..but 5mins later click on why your single and your better off alone lol.
sooooooooo getting a pet dog next year lol.
sorry for not blogging a lot this week. a lot has gone on and for legal reasons I can’t say until it its fixed (long story).
but I can talk about a odd thing what happened last week. someone sent me a letter signed to keys. when I opened it and saw the name I soon put the letter into the bin.
also found out liam is pooping himself for attention. he did it tonight so he is now banned from games until this dirty protest has stopped. its now been going on for a month.
a car pulled into the car park with loud music on around 10:15pm. i didn’t look because i thought it was a neighbor but nope some lass started to shout out abuse until her other friend said i don’t think she is home but then the woman shouts YOUR LUCKY THIS TIME YOU TRANNY. they got back into the car and left.
i did not recognize the voice so i don’t think it was to me and i also didn’t look (O_O) …. i think it had to do with the neighbors on the other block because they have had probs before and also there lights are off.
got to love meltham.
its 1:05am and i’m awake with my head full of stuff what sadly i can’t say on the blog. maybe later i might do a blog about it but right now nope.
this week i had a meeting with liam’s school. he’s doing ok in class but still needs help. the hurting people has not stopped and no-one knows why he does it. my biggest worry right now is how liam can’t walk properly and i found out he failed a test at school about that but the scary thing i’ve been told is if the doctors don’t sort it out now he could end up having surgery when older on his feet. right now there trying to teach him how to sit up and other stuff to help him with his back. school psychologist are coming out to see him so lets see what they say about liam.
its odd how when i was a little lass the uk would make a big deal out of bonfire night. it would be all over the tv and i can remember even my school setting off fireworks. But sadly now at the age of 28 i have noticed that…
1)shops are doing nothing about the 5th on there windows or even in the shops.
2) school’s don’t talk about why we have bonfire night.
3) supermarkets are to scared to even sell fireworks because of dumb people.
liam hates fireworks so we are staying in tonight so if you are out tonight be safe and don’t do nothing stupid.
i think i’ve done a blog like this in the past but i can’t remember but i’m really thinking about deleting facebook for good. last night i was trying to take off nearly all the photos of me and family and put them onto my laptop but clicked on that i badly need a memory stick (got to wait till friday).
in the past it used to be a site i would look forward to going on and talking to people but sadly nearly everyone i used to be friends with turned out to be plebs or just stopped talking to me or drama. every time i log onto it now it’s only to play games and family sending me messages or all the old people who have seen me grow up want to see photos of liam.
i deleted fb off my phone 2weeks ago because i got so sick to death of turning my internet on and messages just popping up what where just stressing and upsetting me. when i log onto the site by my laptop i still get that feeling of OH PLEASE NO CRAP TODAY. also its the only site i know when you block someone it start’s a keys unblock that person war and then i have to unblock that person and see there site what i do not want to see because it upsets me.
i might try and have a week away from it starting next week and then delete it so it gives me time to get all the photos and give people a heads up whats gonna happen. i no some people are gonna be peed but i feel like this will make me feel better if i do it.