- first meeting was with the school nurse and headmaster. to me the meeting was more about them talking to each other and me being added into when needed. i had some good news there gonna be trying to sign liam backup to speech. but i did have very odd chat. the headteacher asked me if liam watches horror stuff. i said no he plays a game called roblox and there games on it but nothing bad (i would not let him play if they was bad)…well after a long chat i found out liam had been talking about the game but the thought i was letting liam watch horror :O ( told liam now he is NOT ALLOWED to play scary games on roblox). after this i asked stuff but i felt like i was being judged and odd.
2. 2nd meeting was alot better and i felt alot more had been said and done. it was with the school psychologist. looks like liam could be getting more help and maybe his assessment pushed. he gave me better advice about liam poop probs and bedtime probs at home. oh and there gonna be a assessment on safety at school because liam has been coming home hurt (bumps and cuts).
its now sunday and i’m home just chilling about to make a nice hot drink before i go to bed.
but i did want to write about how i have been feeling abit low. don’t get me wrong i’m not having probs with liam and home stuff…but work has been the hard one. i try so hard to keep people happy but i just feel like my best is just not good for some people. on top of that people what where very near to me have now stopped talking to me and it’s because i work for new people now and that makes me feel like poop and makes my job feel odd when i see them and when i say hello and i get nothing (not even a smile).
maybe next week will be better.
wow what a week. the only nice thing what has happened is that liam is doing bril in school.
monday – rang up npower to find out if i can have the £380 what is left in the cred because i moved everything to a new provider in may. they now say that there still taking money out because of the 2nd meter (WHAT DON’T WORK). i had to ring up the new people about it and they said they will sort it. npower only told them about the one meter but not the 2nd one…
wednesday – i was at work cleaning a oven (chicken oven). i was cleaning the safety glass inside until it fell out and landed onto me hot. i took the glass off me and thank god i have no marks but did shock me.
friday- I thought hey I’m gonna have no make up on, have my hair looking normal and Wear my purple baggy joggers. I was walking to my mums house when someone opened up there door just to shout wow look at that mess and she closed the door. I just laughed and wanted to say well I’m not out to impress 0.0.
thankyou for all the birthday message’s. i got my 4th card at 10pm and yesterday other family members remembered to send a bloody message.
anyway i had some good news. i had a phone call to tell me that there gonna be testing my son for ADHD BUT they don’t no if he has it 0-0 and it might be something else. but i’m just happy that the doctor got them to push it seeing that school keep saying they will.
i kind of had a crappy morning. i went to work like normal and ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRR. a staff member was in a mood with me because i’m off next week and i had someone trying very hard to make me feel like i’m a failure (all before 7am). i was so happy to get home and yell into a pillow.
anyway i’m off to watch my boy play minecraft…..
today i have just been cleaning up my home to keep my mind off stuff and building stuff on minecraft for my son.
today is my 29th birthday and no joke i only got 3 cards this year (my nan and grandad, mum and dad, sister and her fella). mostly i get more then that but nope it looks like people forgot. on top of that no-one has come round to see me today and the only people who rang to say happy birthday was my mum and dad.
kind of want to go to bed now 😦
my son has got to a age when he keeps asking me when he is getting a dad aka when are you gonna get a boyfriend mother lol. i just look at him and say that one day mummy will meet someone and then he turns around and says well if you don’t want a dad can i have a 2nd mum 0.0… MY SON THINKS I LOVE LADYS LOL.
i was thinking about it today about going on some dates because this might shock you but guys do ask me out :O . but for some dumb reason i thought it be a good idea to read my diary and started to read about what happened to my last long relationship and how badly it ended.
i have been single for a year but scared of the dangers in being in one.