Why do I keep having crazy nightmare’s. It’s nearly 3am and I’ve just woken up feeling very hot and scared. I had a dream someone rang up my phone but I didn’t pick up so they left a voicemail…it said I’m coming to get you and that my door was left open. I woke up feeling like I was about to poop myself. I went to see if Liam is OK and he’s in a deep (cat can’t even bug him).
last night i went to bed at 10pm and forgot to lock up but i know for a fact i put the door on yale lock so everything was gonna be ok. at night i keep my bedroom door a little bit open because i’m scared of the dark and yes i’m 29. i woke up at 3am and saw that my door was closed so i thought it must of been the cat. i woke up at 4am to get ready for work to see that my door was open so i thought i must of dreamt it. but when i saw the kitchen door i click on something was no right. that door was open and i know that i closed that because the cat likes the bin. when it was time to leave i went to the door (what is downstairs) i saw something scary…the door was not locked. so i ran back upstairs to see if someone was in my flat and if anything was missing but nope everything was ok and where it has been at night.
i did not tell anyone about it and nope i didn’t’ ring the police but tonight i will be locking everything up.
I was at the seaside just chilling on the sand when suddenly people started to run. I saw liam looking to what people was running from. I turned around and saw a 10foot wave coming are way. I picked liam up and started to run…
I woke up with a jump.
I went to put money onto my power bill and well hmmmm its wrong lol. gonna have to ring npower in the morning.
not a lot of people will know this but I love reading. I love jumping into a different planet where all my worry’s can go away for abit.
anyway this is a photo of my bookcase in my bedroom. can’t wait to get this room the way I want it :D.
Liam just woke up screaming his head off in tears. I went into his room and chilled him down and told him he was ok and it was just a bad dream. he asked me if I could look at his feet so i did and I told him there ok. he says so they haven’t been eaten off mummy. he told me he had a dream that the creepers from Minecraft got hold of him and started to eat his feet… hmmm think no Minecraft for abit.
first thing i want to say is this is the first time that i’ve had a week with no drama. no crazy people blacking my name, no friend probs and no ex telling me his life sucks. don’t get me wrong it feels bloody lovely but odd.
i’m starting to feel better again. i’ve started to sleep again and the nightmares have stopped for now. i’m not napping as much as i was when i was low so that’s good news. my hair is still coming out but i’m still stressing over dumb stuff lol…. also no tears or breakdowns this week :D.
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