how to tell its summer

i got the sodding cold and flu and  its driving me crazy.

nose is running and eyes are killing.

 

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whoop party

whoop well i went out last night for the first time in 2-3 years. it was so lovely to see my friends again and to let my hair down. i got home at 3:30am and best part is I’ve only had 3 hours of sleep because my body is saying keys wake up. this is the first time when I’ve gone out and i can remember what i drank and i can remember the night ( 8 vk’s ,4 shots). I’ve woken up with no hang over and no sick (feeling bril).

only prob i had about clubing is the sodding photos and there was alot of them so i’m not looking forward to seeing them lol. what kind of bugs me is in the past the night club photo people would take a photo and you would pay £5 to have the photo but now they take the photo and put it up on there fb page to show every sod how much of a prat you look.

feeling low

first day back at work and i ended up crying in the loo’s all because of that one person going round telling people i’m a hurtful bitch. i had people putting there nose’s in the air and pushing past me. i even had a family i have known since i was 12 blank me out but his son came up to me and gave me a hug and asked if i was ok. soon as i got home i just went into my room and cried into a pillow.  people are telling me not to listen and not to let people get to me but sometimes its just so hard.

i’m never going onto facebook again after this false allegation and people wonder why i keep to myself.

what a sodding morning

well i had a fun morning.

the lady who sadly lost her daughter came out her house and asked me if i said anything on facebook. well i said yes but i only put i was sad and shocked. well she went crazy on me and started to yell at me saying that i put her childs name all over the internet (but i do not know there names). i told her that i have not and if i have upset you i’m sorry. she then started to shout out she was going to ring up the police on me. i mostly would of not give a crap about this because the woman has alot going on but WHEN SHE WAS YELLING RIGHT NEXT TO MY SON (O_O). i got hold of liam’s hand and just left her yelling at me. liam asked me what was that about and i told him we are just not friends anymore. i found out when i got home that some silly person had put the womans name on my fb page so i deleted the status and deleted a hell of alot of people and i even left a new status. my mom and dad said don’t worry about it because you have done nothing wrong and if she yells at you again saying stuff like this report her to the police. my mother took me out to a have a coffee and went around the charty shops and when we was in the shop two ladys where talking about the woman hmmmm wonder if i will be blamed for that (O_O). 

 well i had a fun morning. i just had my neighbour having a right go at me next to my son all because someone had told her that i have put her childs name all over my facebook page. like i said to the lady i did put something online but i did not say her name (because i didn’t no her name). she kept yelling at me when i was walking away and at the same time saying she was going to ring the police on me for putting her childs name all over the internet.

I spent 2hours last night in tears thinking about what had happened so having this woman yelling at me made me feel more crap.
Because of this I have deleted a lot of people off my fb page (was going to delete page but to many photos). Thank you for blacking my name and making me sound like a hurtful bitch to everyone in meltham.

ps i had depression for 4 years after i had my son ….i’m not going to do anything stupid but i will say always be careful when you try to talk poop about stuff like this…. right now i’m just in shock and feeling sick.

keys work of art lol

don’t you just love it when people look into your home…yep thats what keeps happening to me. i no-test that some of my neighbors keep looking into my frontroom window.last week i saw someone hiding behind there own blinds when i saw them looking at my window. so  i thought stuff this i’m going to buy some window netting (black). they came today but something is wrong … 1) i ordered 2 netting and 2) its not the right size but because i’m keys i thought stuff it i will put them up side ways and no-one will no-test lol. anyway its up now and doing it job…. oh and i pinned it on (O_O) lol.

Hehe

Got 10mins left until I have to start work again.wow today has been a stressful day and right now I feel like I have ran 10miles but not long till home time. Anyway might as well give you Sexy people a laugh about what happened to me last night.I got to meet the new neighbours what live next to me who also live on the 2nd floor. I walked into my kitchen last night at 11pm and best part was I had no top on. I turned around to see the new neighbours looking right at me.I jumped to the floor like a ninja and went jumping out the kitchen and when I told my fella he could only just laugh.

Hehe got to go back and work xxxxx.