have you ever just sat and thought about a old friend from school. this morning i was thinking about someone i used to know when i was in school and how much good friends was. i thought hey i will have a look on facebook. i found this person and pressed a friend add but soon clicked no after….i don’t know why but i just felt very odd.
i’m in bed watching some tv and talking to my cat when i clicked on how i do not have friends. i have people i talk to but i don’t have people who want to see me for a coffee or ask me when i’m free or if they can come to mine and hang out.
i spend alot of time just chilling with my son and cat…would be nice to have a friend.
if people read my blogs i think it was only the other day when i did a blog about guys asking me out and how a guy i liked asked me out and i said nope (if you’re reading ask me on a date to movies or buy me a teddy lol). well i saw my bro today. he said he went out on friday night and some guy came up to him and asked if he was kera’s brother and he said yes and the guy said he used to work in the same building as me and that i’m fit…my poor bro just looked at him and said ok (lol what’s he post to say). he told me what he looked like but i don’t have a clue who it is lol.
(O_O) i do not understand what guys see in me lol.
why is it when your not wanting a boyfriend nearly every guy you know try’s to ask you out (O_O). last night at work a guy I’ve known for some time that i have to admit i do like tried to ask me out but i said no right away. i felt kind of bad when he walked off but i just do not need the stress of a man again.
i have to much going on with liam and he’s number one.
i can’t wait to start a new year and put everything what happened in the bin.
2016 has kind of been crap for me…if someone said hey this year your job will change, family dog will be put to sleep, find out ya ex was cheating on ya, son needs more help (life skills/probs) ,money probs (thankyou kirklees), some crazy person will go round blacking your name, date someone and they dump you for money/work, you will end a 20 year friendship…..
lets hope next year will be a hell of alot better.
Merry Christmas to 1,186 followers and i hope you all have a bril day and enjoy yourself. I’m very busy right now with my son and work and do not know when I’m gonna get back online. last night i only had 2hours of sleep and working early…..
sorry for not blogging since friday. sometimes i just don’t think people want to know whats going on in my crazy mind. one min i feel happy as pie but soon as i sit down and i’m alone my head starts to think and i feel lonely as pie.
i’ve also notice since i’ve been keeping to myself the people i don’t mostly talk to are being friendly but the people who say there my friends have not said a thing and have not even asked me if i’m ok and also last week when i told someone about not feeling to good he only said alright (O_O). i’ve made up my mind that soon as 2017 hits alot of people are going and i’m gonna try and make new friends (but don’t no how lol).