i have been wanted to write about this for abit but have been putting it off because I’m abit embarrassed to talk about it BUT I just do not know what to do about it anymore.
for about 3weeks now my son keeps pooing himself. I think he’s doing it attention because he does it when I’m on the loo, bath when he’s gone to bed, on the phone, watching YouTube on laptop when he’s on the xbox and he has done it walking home from school. tonight I sat him down and I asked him why he keeps doing this but he won’t tell me…its got to a point now that I have told him if he does not stop this I might not take him to comic con and that did hit him. he’s been having probs at school this week so he is banned from playing his games… thinking about going to the doctors but I don’t think they will even help.
why is it when you try very hard at stuff but there is always gonna be people who tell you your failing. i’m doing something on my own and also some of this stuff is new to me and trying very hard but starting to feel like a fail.
that was my night tonight.
Just waiting for the monster to get out of school. I’ve had abit of a poop day. Woke up this morning with a headache,felt sick and dizzy. Soon as I got home this morning after taking Liam to school I went to bed for 2hours and headache went but still feel like poop :(.
i can’t wait to start a new year and put everything what happened in the bin.
2016 has kind of been crap for me…if someone said hey this year your job will change, family dog will be put to sleep, find out ya ex was cheating on ya, son needs more help (life skills/probs) ,money probs (thankyou kirklees), some crazy person will go round blacking your name, date someone and they dump you for money/work, you will end a 20 year friendship…..
lets hope next year will be a hell of alot better.
Nope this is not a joke.
I woke up this morning and logged in to see that fb have locked up my site saying i needed to show some id to show who i am. Well i ended up sending them a message asking them what the hell was going on and why they needed my id to see if i’m real.They said that some lovely person thought it be cool to report me for being under 13 (im 28) and that my name Kera Price is fake. So i have had to show fb my id and waiting for them to see that i’m real or has my site with so many photos has gone.
ive made a new one but only adding people i want on there for the time being and on top of that i feel like this is a blessing because I’ve been wanting to delete facebook for some time.
PS i have a funny feeling i know who has done this….thankyou because of you i have lost alot of photo’s and videos of my son 😦 .
UPDATE – GOOD NEWS AFTER 5HOURS OF SORTING OUT THE MESS FB HAVE LET ME BACK ONTO MY SITE AND SAID SORRY FOR THE MESS.
sorry for not blogging since friday. sometimes i just don’t think people want to know whats going on in my crazy mind. one min i feel happy as pie but soon as i sit down and i’m alone my head starts to think and i feel lonely as pie.
i’ve also notice since i’ve been keeping to myself the people i don’t mostly talk to are being friendly but the people who say there my friends have not said a thing and have not even asked me if i’m ok and also last week when i told someone about not feeling to good he only said alright (O_O). i’ve made up my mind that soon as 2017 hits alot of people are going and i’m gonna try and make new friends (but don’t no how lol).
well after a hard long think and a chat with family… i’m gonna be taking a break from facebook and i’ve got to start thinking about who i call friends but don’t worry still be blogging .
on Tuesday night i had some drama again but this time it ended up with me in tears and I started to feel very low and at breaking point. i think people by now will click on that i have not been well and i’m kind of sick of telling people that i’m fine. my stress levels are high, i can’t sleep, tummy probs,low days, nightmares and on top of that my hair is falling out and going abit grey. it’s also not been the best year for me with the family dog passing, work, money, ex’s, friends aka drama. i badly need to sort out my head and fix up my health and on top of that Santa is coming and i want to be happy not feeling ill.
i’m gonna have a month off facebook but could be longer if needed.