its now sunday and i’m home just chilling about to make a nice hot drink before i go to bed.
but i did want to write about how i have been feeling abit low. don’t get me wrong i’m not having probs with liam and home stuff…but work has been the hard one. i try so hard to keep people happy but i just feel like my best is just not good for some people. on top of that people what where very near to me have now stopped talking to me and it’s because i work for new people now and that makes me feel like poop and makes my job feel odd when i see them and when i say hello and i get nothing (not even a smile).
maybe next week will be better.
thankyou for all the birthday message’s. i got my 4th card at 10pm and yesterday other family members remembered to send a bloody message.
anyway i had some good news. i had a phone call to tell me that there gonna be testing my son for ADHD BUT they don’t no if he has it 0-0 and it might be something else. but i’m just happy that the doctor got them to push it seeing that school keep saying they will.
i kind of had a crappy morning. i went to work like normal and ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRR. a staff member was in a mood with me because i’m off next week and i had someone trying very hard to make me feel like i’m a failure (all before 7am). i was so happy to get home and yell into a pillow.
anyway i’m off to watch my boy play minecraft…..
my son has got to a age when he keeps asking me when he is getting a dad aka when are you gonna get a boyfriend mother lol. i just look at him and say that one day mummy will meet someone and then he turns around and says well if you don’t want a dad can i have a 2nd mum 0.0… MY SON THINKS I LOVE LADYS LOL.
i was thinking about it today about going on some dates because this might shock you but guys do ask me out :O . but for some dumb reason i thought it be a good idea to read my diary and started to read about what happened to my last long relationship and how badly it ended.
i have been single for a year but scared of the dangers in being in one.
i think people who read my blogs might of clicked on that i have not been writing a lot on this site but there is a reason why and nope i have not forgotten you (i’m always looking on here).
I did a blog about my tax and rent probs. good news my tax has been sorted and I should get around £200 something back on pay day (tax man says so) but bad news my rent is £64 a week and its hitting me hard to a point money right now sucks and its making me feel like crap but I also have to try and keep smiling so people don’t no that I’m worried about it. I know its gonna get sorted but right now its hard to keep up with bills and shopping.
for this reason i just have not been in the mood to write anything but don’t worry i will be back soon with some cool stuff.
I was gonna write about this yesterday but after what happened on Monday I thought naa I write about it the next day.
my mum spent 2hours yesterday on the phone because housing have now put up my rent to £65 a week ( was £40) because they are saying that I’m working over 16hours. SOOOOOOO I had to ring up the tax office and then I found out that my tax code was wrong and that it says that I’m working two jobs and making £800 a month at each jobs. wtf I only have one job and I only do 16hours a week and very lucky if I make £500 a month. they have sorted out the prob and I will be getting money back (because I have been getting taxed).
last week I got paid but sadly I was taxed £160 and I can’t get the money back till next year and because my big bills have now been paid my money sucks right now. on top of that housing has suspended my benefit payments after I have told them for 6monthss that my wage is everywhere and I do not know what is going on. this means now that I have to pay full council tax (paying £60 right now) and my rent will be £70 a week….
just feel like hiding under my bedroom :(.
I had something odd happen yesterday and yes I know the jerk of a teen who said it. I was walking my son to his nan and granddad house when I saw some teens. one turned around and said hey I know her she went to a retard school and him and his friends laughed and I just walked on with my son.
just because I went to a special needs school does not mean I’m dumb as pie. I’m 28 years old and has been working since the age of 17, I have a smart 6 year old who is bril at math and working stuff out, oh and I also have certificates in blogging on the web (1,326 sexy followers) , building a online business and also animal care.
I think the Mong-retard-spastic one are the people who think it’s ok to be rude to people who have disability’s.