Sorry for not blogging alot. As you can tell from my last blog my grandad passed away and i’ve not been in the blogging mood.
yesterday i spent the day with my mom and dad oh and little sod. I was not really in the easter mood but was happy just to be with my family enjoying the sun.
i’ve also booked tickets to see DanTDM in Manchester. If you don’t know who he is go google. lol he’s my son hero and Liam is so happy to go see him live.
My course work is going ok but i have to admit i’m kind of behind but that’s only because of what’s going on in my life. i’m wanting to get the assessment 5 out the way soon and start 6.
wow i wish i could tell you about my week but i can only say that i spent my wednesday night with my head down the loo, can’t forget having the poops and having nose bleeds oh and can’t forget not been sleeping.
the only good thing what has happened this week is that i had a meeting with school and now i’m aloud to look into special needs school (been fighting for years for this).
today i made my mind up that i need a chill day so took liam to the meltham fun fair and spent £20 in a hour but it was lovely to see his face. oh and part of his xmas gift came today (The Legend of Zelda: The Breath of the Wild and Splatoon 2).
its funny how i used to write on here alot and now its like when i have time to write on here lol. also it’s been the school week off so i have been trying to keep liam busy.
i do not know if i put anything about this on the blog but on thursday i finally reported the neighbors downstairs. the old lady has not been there since the middle of august 2017. she came up to me with her son to tell me she can hear my kitten running about and i said no way you can hear my cat because i just had to get her a bell because i can’t bloody hear her. starting at the end of august her son’s started to stay there and thats when the fun started. everytime my son walks about they start to bang on my roof and its always between 3:30pm to 6pm. they also started to move stuff about at 11pm when i was in bed. this went on for 2weeks until one day i had 4hours of sleep and liam had been home for 2hours and they where banging so I shouted STOP BANGING ON MY BLOODY WALL. HE IS 6 YEARS OLD AND I CAN’T F**KING TAPE HIM TO THE CHAIR BECAUSE YOU DON’T LIKE HIM MOVING. IF YOU HAVE A PROB COME TO MY DOOR AND STOP BANGING ON MY F**KING ROOF. after i said that the banging stopped for 2weeks until the beginning of this month when it started again but i just blanked them out and thought go report me because im moving about between 3pm and 6pm.
but one day i was sat at home around 10am when i started to hear a tapping sound. i didn’t think much of it until i started to watch the cat. they was tapping my roof but not on one spot but i just turned the tv up and they stopped and that went on for 2 weeks tap tap tap and yelling ARRRR . one saturday i was just chilling with liam and at 11am i started to hear music and no joke they must of had there speakers on my staircase and i thought ok i’m going to see them because i’m sick of this crap but before i was about to leave the flat the music stopped and looked like someone beat me to it. it even happened last thursday when i came home from working morning so i went and put on mtv bass and they soon turned their crap down and i went to bed.
this week has been the school holidays so i have moved the games into my bedroom so i can have the tv. on tuesday morning at 7am i was woken up to a big bang sound. this sound happened 3 more times and it was downstairs banging on my bedroom roof. i made up my mind that i was gonna report them but i needed to see someone face to face but on wednesday that’s when i had it. i came home from work at 10pm and went to bed and the only thing i could hear on full was bbc news under my bedroom and this went onto 4am.
i went to see housing and reported it and found out that no one has reported me for anything and that the guys downstairs are post to not be there because the flat is under the mother’s name not theirs. a letter will be sent out to them and let’s see if they stop. but sadly the letter won’t be going to the guys because it be going to the mother.
its now sunday and i’m home just chilling about to make a nice hot drink before i go to bed.
but i did want to write about how i have been feeling abit low. don’t get me wrong i’m not having probs with liam and home stuff…but work has been the hard one. i try so hard to keep people happy but i just feel like my best is just not good for some people. on top of that people what where very near to me have now stopped talking to me and it’s because i work for new people now and that makes me feel like poop and makes my job feel odd when i see them and when i say hello and i get nothing (not even a smile).
maybe next week will be better.
thankyou for all the birthday message’s. i got my 4th card at 10pm and yesterday other family members remembered to send a bloody message.
anyway i had some good news. i had a phone call to tell me that there gonna be testing my son for ADHD BUT they don’t no if he has it 0-0 and it might be something else. but i’m just happy that the doctor got them to push it seeing that school keep saying they will.
i kind of had a crappy morning. i went to work like normal and ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRR. a staff member was in a mood with me because i’m off next week and i had someone trying very hard to make me feel like i’m a failure (all before 7am). i was so happy to get home and yell into a pillow.
anyway i’m off to watch my boy play minecraft…..
my son has got to a age when he keeps asking me when he is getting a dad aka when are you gonna get a boyfriend mother lol. i just look at him and say that one day mummy will meet someone and then he turns around and says well if you don’t want a dad can i have a 2nd mum 0.0… MY SON THINKS I LOVE LADYS LOL.
i was thinking about it today about going on some dates because this might shock you but guys do ask me out :O . but for some dumb reason i thought it be a good idea to read my diary and started to read about what happened to my last long relationship and how badly it ended.
i have been single for a year but scared of the dangers in being in one.
i think people who read my blogs might of clicked on that i have not been writing a lot on this site but there is a reason why and nope i have not forgotten you (i’m always looking on here).
I did a blog about my tax and rent probs. good news my tax has been sorted and I should get around £200 something back on pay day (tax man says so) but bad news my rent is £64 a week and its hitting me hard to a point money right now sucks and its making me feel like crap but I also have to try and keep smiling so people don’t no that I’m worried about it. I know its gonna get sorted but right now its hard to keep up with bills and shopping.
for this reason i just have not been in the mood to write anything but don’t worry i will be back soon with some cool stuff.