its funny how i used to write on here alot and now its like when i have time to write on here lol. also it’s been the school week off so i have been trying to keep liam busy.
i do not know if i put anything about this on the blog but on thursday i finally reported the neighbors downstairs. the old lady has not been there since the middle of august 2017. she came up to me with her son to tell me she can hear my kitten running about and i said no way you can hear my cat because i just had to get her a bell because i can’t bloody hear her. starting at the end of august her son’s started to stay there and thats when the fun started. everytime my son walks about they start to bang on my roof and its always between 3:30pm to 6pm. they also started to move stuff about at 11pm when i was in bed. this went on for 2weeks until one day i had 4hours of sleep and liam had been home for 2hours and they where banging so I shouted STOP BANGING ON MY BLOODY WALL. HE IS 6 YEARS OLD AND I CAN’T F**KING TAPE HIM TO THE CHAIR BECAUSE YOU DON’T LIKE HIM MOVING. IF YOU HAVE A PROB COME TO MY DOOR AND STOP BANGING ON MY F**KING ROOF. after i said that the banging stopped for 2weeks until the beginning of this month when it started again but i just blanked them out and thought go report me because im moving about between 3pm and 6pm.
but one day i was sat at home around 10am when i started to hear a tapping sound. i didn’t think much of it until i started to watch the cat. they was tapping my roof but not on one spot but i just turned the tv up and they stopped and that went on for 2 weeks tap tap tap and yelling ARRRR . one saturday i was just chilling with liam and at 11am i started to hear music and no joke they must of had there speakers on my staircase and i thought ok i’m going to see them because i’m sick of this crap but before i was about to leave the flat the music stopped and looked like someone beat me to it. it even happened last thursday when i came home from working morning so i went and put on mtv bass and they soon turned their crap down and i went to bed.
this week has been the school holidays so i have moved the games into my bedroom so i can have the tv. on tuesday morning at 7am i was woken up to a big bang sound. this sound happened 3 more times and it was downstairs banging on my bedroom roof. i made up my mind that i was gonna report them but i needed to see someone face to face but on wednesday that’s when i had it. i came home from work at 10pm and went to bed and the only thing i could hear on full was bbc news under my bedroom and this went onto 4am.
i went to see housing and reported it and found out that no one has reported me for anything and that the guys downstairs are post to not be there because the flat is under the mother’s name not theirs. a letter will be sent out to them and let’s see if they stop. but sadly the letter won’t be going to the guys because it be going to the mother.
thankyou for all the birthday message’s. i got my 4th card at 10pm and yesterday other family members remembered to send a bloody message.
anyway i had some good news. i had a phone call to tell me that there gonna be testing my son for ADHD BUT they don’t no if he has it 0-0 and it might be something else. but i’m just happy that the doctor got them to push it seeing that school keep saying they will.
i kind of had a crappy morning. i went to work like normal and ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRR. a staff member was in a mood with me because i’m off next week and i had someone trying very hard to make me feel like i’m a failure (all before 7am). i was so happy to get home and yell into a pillow.
anyway i’m off to watch my boy play minecraft…..
I had something odd happen yesterday and yes I know the jerk of a teen who said it. I was walking my son to his nan and granddad house when I saw some teens. one turned around and said hey I know her she went to a retard school and him and his friends laughed and I just walked on with my son.
just because I went to a special needs school does not mean I’m dumb as pie. I’m 28 years old and has been working since the age of 17, I have a smart 6 year old who is bril at math and working stuff out, oh and I also have certificates in blogging on the web (1,326 sexy followers) , building a online business and also animal care.
I think the Mong-retard-spastic one are the people who think it’s ok to be rude to people who have disability’s.
why is it when you try very hard at stuff but there is always gonna be people who tell you your failing. i’m doing something on my own and also some of this stuff is new to me and trying very hard but starting to feel like a fail.
that was my night tonight.
well after a hard long think and a chat with family… i’m gonna be taking a break from facebook and i’ve got to start thinking about who i call friends but don’t worry still be blogging .
on Tuesday night i had some drama again but this time it ended up with me in tears and I started to feel very low and at breaking point. i think people by now will click on that i have not been well and i’m kind of sick of telling people that i’m fine. my stress levels are high, i can’t sleep, tummy probs,low days, nightmares and on top of that my hair is falling out and going abit grey. it’s also not been the best year for me with the family dog passing, work, money, ex’s, friends aka drama. i badly need to sort out my head and fix up my health and on top of that Santa is coming and i want to be happy not feeling ill.
i’m gonna have a month off facebook but could be longer if needed.
wtf just happened (O_O).
i was walking home from school with my son and a other girl from his school when a woman started to swear at me saying that i pushed her son into the road on Helme Lane. i have to admit that i was not looking in front of me when walking because the girl who was walking with us was talking but i did say sorry. well the woman didn’t take my sorry and started to swear in front of me, my son, the girl and her children. she started to say she was gonna smash my face in so i turned around and walked away but she was still swearing and saying to watch myself or i will get my face smashed in…. when we walked off the girl was abit worried and also liam but like i said them do not worry about it because if someone acts like that it just shows what kind of person she is….
but have to admit it did worry me when she said she was gonna smash my face in next to my son and other children.
i found out something a little bit hurtful but it’s not new and we are kind of getting used to it. a parent went around my son’s class and gave out birthday invites to all the children but NOT LIAM.
just because my son has special needs does not mean he’s a bad person. yes he’s a little bit different to the other children but don’t treat him like he’s a bad egg. my son is a lovely , funny, caring happy boy who just wants a friend.
if it came to it i could come to the party’s and keep a eye open on him when he’s having fun with his friends and you don’t even have to talk to me…..