omg what a morning

well we had a fun morning. I got a email from paypal saying something had come out but me being me i thought oh it be a bill.  I went to see what liam was playing and it was fortnight. I notice he had alot of vbucks and i asked how he got them and he said he won them. something sounded odd so i went to look at my paypal and liam had spent £80 on the bloody game. I was not happy and there was alot of me yelling because this money was to pay off my tax on the 28th and also how did he get into my paypal. After chilling down i had a long chat with liam about what he had done wrong he just could not understand so I explained to liam how would you like it if you was saving money for roblox and mummy went a spent it…he got very upset and said sorry but like i said don’t cry over spilt milk because it just means mummy has to use her credit card (not something i wanted to do). I asked liam to show me how he did it and after he showed me i clicked on what had happened. I thought liam had worked out my password for paypal but nope when i payed for liam Fortnite stuff on payday the xbox saved my card details without me knowing.

everything is fixed and next time i will just pay by paypal not by my card…new day tomorrow.

Why me

Why do I keep having crazy nightmare’s. It’s nearly 3am and I’ve just woken up feeling very hot and scared. I had a dream someone rang up my phone but I didn’t pick up so they left a voicemail…it said I’m coming to get you and that my door was left open. I woke up feeling like I was about to poop myself. I went to see if Liam is OK and he’s in a deep (cat can’t even bug him).

what to do???

it was that time of the month when i go into school and have a meeting with the headmaster and school nurse. there is stuff i can’t say on the blog what is going on but liam has ALOT of probs.

but i will say this that liam has started to lie to people to a point i had a phone call last week because he told someone at school that i got hit by a car (don’t worry i haven’t) and that he is going to friends houses to watch horror films and he is not and he won’t stop talking about horror stuff ( he has never watched a horror film).  in my last meeting he told school he learned about the horror from roblox because used to play a game called the scary elevator but it was not a scary game and no-one even says there names on it so i do not understand how he learned the names and he told school that he has seen Saw ( he bloody has not) …so after that meeting i banned him from playing the scary elevator because of the horror movie thing but he was still going around telling people about it so i banned him from roblox but even when banned he has now going around saying hes going to friends houses.

if anyone can give me help how to stop this please help. i have banned him from xbox because of this but people are saying that is kind of wrong..

https://www.roblox.com/games/7783741/IT-The-Scary-Elevator roblox is for children 7+ … liam is never playing this game again

hi

its now sunday and i’m home just chilling about to make a nice hot drink before i go to bed.

but i did want to write about how i have been feeling abit low. don’t get me wrong i’m not having probs with liam and home stuff…but work has been the hard one. i try so hard to keep people happy but i just feel like my best is just not good for some people. on top of that people what where very near to me have now stopped talking to me and it’s because i work for new people now and that makes me feel like poop and makes my job feel odd when i see them and when i say hello and i get nothing (not even a smile).

maybe next week will be better.

single mummy

my son has got to a age when he keeps asking me when he is getting a dad aka when are you gonna get a boyfriend mother lol. i just look at him and say that one day mummy will meet someone and then he turns around and says well if you don’t want a dad can i have a 2nd mum 0.0… MY SON THINKS I LOVE LADYS LOL.

i was thinking about it today about going on some dates because this might shock you but guys do ask me out :O . but for some dumb reason i thought it be a good idea to read my diary and started to read about what happened to my last long relationship and how badly it ended.

i have been single for a year but scared of the dangers in being in one.

not a happy mummy

19059046_10212331994551073_1678314407682384660_nwent to pick my son up from school to see that my boy has a lovely black eye. I asked him who did this to you but he didn’t say so I asked his teacher. she says someone bumped into him and in the report its been put down as a small bump.. when I was walking home I asked a parent to have a look at it and even they said liam has been punched.

off to see the office tomorrow.