its late and i need to go to sleep but my mind is saying hell no. i’m getting so sick of feeling like this and i need it to stop. last night i had to make myself sleep and i must of dropped off at 10pm but woke up at 1am and went to sleep at 3am.
also today i got a text from the NHS saying liam has a appointment tomorrow at 10:30am but it was the first time i have been told about it so i’m gonna have to ring them tomorrow and rebook it or i will have school on my butt because i have not told them but how i’m i post to tell them if i didn’t even sodding knew lol.
2pm yesterday i was just getting ready to go to my mums when I got a phone call from liam school. liam had one of his fits in his class and the ambulance was on there way. the walk to his school is 20mins but I ran like the wind and did it in 15mins.
wnen we got to Calderdale Royal Hospital liam was still blacked out but because there was no rooms we had to wait in the waiting room with my son in my arms. he came round after a hour and I had to tell him what had happened. we was suck in the waiting room for 3 years and spent a hour in the doctor room until they came back with the tests saying everything was ok but he needs to do a wee test but because liam was now asleep we have to do that at home.
he slept in my bed last night and is still in my bed right now watching youtube. he has to go and see a doctor and give them the wee test and see if he is ok.
its already wednesday and i’m sleepy as pie.
liam is having his feet looked at tomorrow and i’m gonna have to have a chat with them about him falling over and opening his head. i think there is talk about liam having boots made for him.
was at home drinking my coffee and was about to watch some crappy morning tv when i got a phone call from my son’s school saying he has fallen over and opened up the side of his head. i went up to the school thinking it was only gonna be a little cut but nope IT WAS BIG and blood (as liam was saying real blood). so we went up to huddersfield royal infirmary and was stuck in there for 3hours. He has had the cut glued but like i said to him when the ladys ask you how you did it don’t tell them the truth that you fell over your own feet and landed onto a table then headbutted a wall lol.
got to have the night off work because i’m on the 24hour watch so i do hope the message got to the member of staff who i was post to be working with tonight.
at 10pm i got a phone call from my dad saying that liam had one of his heat fits. i got myself sorted and walked to there house. liam was so hot so i had to pick him up and take him downstairs and sit outside the house with him to chill down. he was talking but very sleepy. by 1am me and mom where watching some police show and liam sits up fast looks at us and says i’m hungry. me and mom just looked at him in shock because one min he was out and next min he jumps up and says he’s hungry.
before anyone saying this NO he didn’t go to the hospital but that is because
- his fit only lasted 1min but if it lasted longer he would of had to go.
- after his last one i was shown what to do if he has one.
- Halifax is nearly a hour away and if we had to go to the hospital we be stuck there for 4hours and i new he be better because he always comes round but if he had a 2nd one we would of had to go.
- had to ring work up at 4am because i have been up all night with him, got doctors and liam now just wants me also he has to be home for 24hour until he can go back to school.
been a busy morning for me and liam. we had to go all the way to Halifax Rainbow Child Development at the hospital. meaning we had to get the bus at 8:30am and we got there at 9:45am. everything went ok and the doctor wants to see us in 6months. we are wanting liam’s feet to be looked at again because even school have no-test he walks funny so i’m going to keep my eyes open to see if we are going to get help with that.
on the way home i thought it would be better getting the bus back to Huddersfield. the bus stopped for us and liam got on when some guy was getting off. i showed my DAY RIDERS to the driver who said in a mood he could not see them so i showed them again…he then started to have ago at me because liam ran onto the bus and that we should let people off the bus before we get on (there was only one person getting off and there was room to get off and i did show my ticket when he was off). he gave me a nasty look at me and i went to my seat. next time i will get the sodding train home from the hospital. i have a funny feeling that guy thought i was a teen or a young mum (im 27) because sadly i do get talked like that when people think that but there was no reason for rudeness.
we got home at 1:10pm.