its now sunday and i’m home just chilling about to make a nice hot drink before i go to bed.
but i did want to write about how i have been feeling abit low. don’t get me wrong i’m not having probs with liam and home stuff…but work has been the hard one. i try so hard to keep people happy but i just feel like my best is just not good for some people. on top of that people what where very near to me have now stopped talking to me and it’s because i work for new people now and that makes me feel like poop and makes my job feel odd when i see them and when i say hello and i get nothing (not even a smile).
maybe next week will be better.
wow what a week. the only nice thing what has happened is that liam is doing bril in school.
monday – rang up npower to find out if i can have the £380 what is left in the cred because i moved everything to a new provider in may. they now say that there still taking money out because of the 2nd meter (WHAT DON’T WORK). i had to ring up the new people about it and they said they will sort it. npower only told them about the one meter but not the 2nd one…
wednesday – i was at work cleaning a oven (chicken oven). i was cleaning the safety glass inside until it fell out and landed onto me hot. i took the glass off me and thank god i have no marks but did shock me.
friday- I thought hey I’m gonna have no make up on, have my hair looking normal and Wear my purple baggy joggers. I was walking to my mums house when someone opened up there door just to shout wow look at that mess and she closed the door. I just laughed and wanted to say well I’m not out to impress 0.0.
this happened to me on thursday but forgot to tell you :O .
i was cleaning the petrol pumps at work when i heard a guy shouting lady. i turned around and saw a very posh guy and sports car. the guy asked me if i could pump his gas :O. i said sorry i’m just the cleaner and the guy who was using the pump next to me said and its also 2017 so do it yourself…
got up at 4am and was in work by 4:45am. left work after 4hours and walked up to the my son’s school and found out he left his school bag at his nans so I had to go home and drop his night stuff at mine then go to his nans to get his school bag and go up to school and drop it off so by the time I got home it was 10am. at 11am I got a phone call from my boss asking if I could pop in at 12pm for 2hours because a cleaner has phoned in sick and I said ok. went back to work at 11:30am to 13:30pm and by the time I got home I just wanted to fall over lol.
why is it when you try very hard at stuff but there is always gonna be people who tell you your failing. i’m doing something on my own and also some of this stuff is new to me and trying very hard but starting to feel like a fail.
that was my night tonight.
i can’t wait to start a new year and put everything what happened in the bin.
2016 has kind of been crap for me…if someone said hey this year your job will change, family dog will be put to sleep, find out ya ex was cheating on ya, son needs more help (life skills/probs) ,money probs (thankyou kirklees), some crazy person will go round blacking your name, date someone and they dump you for money/work, you will end a 20 year friendship…..
lets hope next year will be a hell of alot better.
well today was my last day working for that company for 10 years as a cleaner. i didn’t get any flowers like most people get or even a card saying good luck.
i start the new job on Monday early morning what is gonna be a killer and i’m still gonna be working in the same building as my old job but under a cleaning company. still don’t no how to clock in so been told to just write the time i came in and i still don’t have the new gear (post to get it on the day hmmm odd).