life

well it has been a long time since i used this site. Alot has been going on in my life its crazy.

1st i want to say that i’m feeling alot better. the only prob that i have right now is i’m having nasty dreams what are making me not want to sleep. i have learned i sleep better with the tv on. i’m still on fluoxetine.

2nd work –  have you ever upset someone but don’t have a clue what you have done…yep that is me.

3rd school – the UK department of education have said nope to get liam into a new school that can help him with his needs. so i’m now waiting for a letter for i can appeal for the 3rd time and school have to pay £400 to get someone out again to assess liam AGAIN. i have already made up my mind that liam is NOT  going to high school because there is no way he will handle it so it looks like i’m gonna have to home school him.

4rd my grandad is not well…

update – what has been going on and how I’m feeling

This week has been crap and I just want to get some stuff off my chest about what has gone down.

fraud

1) On Tuesday the 26th feb around 7:30pm I was on my online banking trying to working out bills when I notice that £20 had gone missing. First thing that popped into my head was arrrr Liam but when I clicked the link and it was not Xbox but some website. I copied the link to see what the website was and nope it didn’t work. I went back onto my banking about now £30 had been taken out. I clicked on what was going on and blocked my card fast.

2) The next day I contacted the bank and got everything sorted (got my lost money back yesterday) but this was not the last of it. Around 11am I got a phone call asking for Liam (my 8 year old). I asked the male why but he said he was not aloud to tell me and he needed to talk to Liam. So, I said can you please tell me why you want to talk to my 8-year-old and how did you get my number. The guy put the phone down on me and when I rang back up it was a voice message saying I needed to fill some paper work. The number has been reported but after reporting it I found out that someone has been trying to apply for payday loans in my and Liam name and they used my address, number and to be smart my email but thank god they don’t have my password to log onto my email. The sad thing about this is it must be someone I know who has done this because not a lot of people have my number and my address oh AND MY EMAIL.

My Mental Health

Not alot of people will know that i have had Depression and other problems for around 8 years BUT  I have not been feeling to good in myself for about 5 month now and I have been trying very hard to just handle it myself but this week I had 2 panic attacks.

  • On Wednesday night when I got home from work..for some stupid reason I thought someone was in my house and I started to freak out.
  • Thursday I was crying for no reason at work and sadly someone said something that day and boom.

After having a long chat with my fella I made my mind up I needed to go see a doctor. I’ve been put back onto fluoxetine and I have to go back in a month to see if the pills are working.

hi … how are you

52276860_10217260790087881_4037529387229249536_nWhoop started my week off today and what a time to book it…ON A BLOODY SCHOOL HOLIDAY WEEK lol. When I booked it I didn’t look into the school holiday times.

It’s been a fun week. Liam broke his shoes on Monday and thought hey I can’t go to school with broken shoes but he was shocked when I put him into his pumps and told him he can wear them to school. OH and i forgot to tell you that me and LIAM are gonna be doing a midnight 6mile walk for Kirkwood Hospice.  If you want to support  https://www.justgiving.com/fundraising/liamprice2010

work – Been busy at work.

My course work is going well and I’m learning a lot but I’m also taking my time because I do find it hard to sit down for a long time and I have to read something like 5times to get it into my head. I’m just waiting for some books to show up to help me a little bit. But I am nearly done doing my first assessment.

life

I made a deal with myself that this year i want to read more classic books and also to try and de-stress myself and try not to make myself ill with it like last year when i got to a point i was going dizzy. So right now i’m reading wuthering heights by emily bronte but the stress thing has not worked. Today i just spent the day with a upset tummy.

On monday it was a very slow day at work, Tuesday found out that the council have said no for getting liam into a special needs school so now we (school) are taking it to a tribunal, wednesday came to work to find out my hours have changed, Thursday and friday just hearing stuff about work. I know this is gonna sound bad and there be that one person who will be saying oh keys says this online but it would be nice just to have one week with no probs…not long till my week off and no phone on lol.

yep life

Image may contain: 2 people, people standing and outdoorwow i wish i could tell you about my week but i can only say that i spent my wednesday night with my head down the loo, can’t forget having the poops and having nose bleeds oh and can’t forget not been sleeping.

the only good thing what has happened this week is that i had a meeting with school and now i’m aloud to look into special needs school (been fighting for years for this).

today i made my mind up that i need a chill day so took liam to the meltham fun fair and spent £20 in a hour but it was lovely to see his face. oh and part of his xmas gift came today (The Legend of Zelda: The Breath of the Wild  and Splatoon 2).