update – what has been going on and how I’m feeling

This week has been crap and I just want to get some stuff off my chest about what has gone down.

fraud

1) On Tuesday the 26th feb around 7:30pm I was on my online banking trying to working out bills when I notice that £20 had gone missing. First thing that popped into my head was arrrr Liam but when I clicked the link and it was not Xbox but some website. I copied the link to see what the website was and nope it didn’t work. I went back onto my banking about now £30 had been taken out. I clicked on what was going on and blocked my card fast.

2) The next day I contacted the bank and got everything sorted (got my lost money back yesterday) but this was not the last of it. Around 11am I got a phone call asking for Liam (my 8 year old). I asked the male why but he said he was not aloud to tell me and he needed to talk to Liam. So, I said can you please tell me why you want to talk to my 8-year-old and how did you get my number. The guy put the phone down on me and when I rang back up it was a voice message saying I needed to fill some paper work. The number has been reported but after reporting it I found out that someone has been trying to apply for payday loans in my and Liam name and they used my address, number and to be smart my email but thank god they don’t have my password to log onto my email. The sad thing about this is it must be someone I know who has done this because not a lot of people have my number and my address oh AND MY EMAIL.

My Mental Health

Not alot of people will know that i have had Depression and other problems for around 8 years BUT  I have not been feeling to good in myself for about 5 month now and I have been trying very hard to just handle it myself but this week I had 2 panic attacks.

  • On Wednesday night when I got home from work..for some stupid reason I thought someone was in my house and I started to freak out.
  • Thursday I was crying for no reason at work and sadly someone said something that day and boom.

After having a long chat with my fella I made my mind up I needed to go see a doctor. I’ve been put back onto fluoxetine and I have to go back in a month to see if the pills are working.

hi … how are you

52276860_10217260790087881_4037529387229249536_nWhoop started my week off today and what a time to book it…ON A BLOODY SCHOOL HOLIDAY WEEK lol. When I booked it I didn’t look into the school holiday times.

It’s been a fun week. Liam broke his shoes on Monday and thought hey I can’t go to school with broken shoes but he was shocked when I put him into his pumps and told him he can wear them to school. OH and i forgot to tell you that me and LIAM are gonna be doing a midnight 6mile walk for Kirkwood Hospice.  If you want to support  https://www.justgiving.com/fundraising/liamprice2010

work – Been busy at work.

My course work is going well and I’m learning a lot but I’m also taking my time because I do find it hard to sit down for a long time and I have to read something like 5times to get it into my head. I’m just waiting for some books to show up to help me a little bit. But I am nearly done doing my first assessment.

finally done it

For some time now i have been wanting to do a online course but keep putting it off. Well today i finally signed up to do ABC awards Level 3 Autism Awareness . It feels so odd to be learning something but it feels so good to get my mind busy.

I have not done something like this in years. I did try to do a psychology course (think 2013) but sadly i was not very well and had a breakdown.

https://www.learndirect.com/course/autism-awareness

Related imagewell it has been my week off and wow it’s been lovely to just chill and not stress over stuff.

I got paid yesterday and ended up buying a new bed. I have been putting it off for a very long time but on thursday night I was laying next to my fella when I said his side of the bed was dipping but after a long chat i found out it was my side not his what was sinking to the floor (its a old divan). So on friday i had to buy a new bed or I be sleeping on the floor and also my back is always in pain. The first shop we went to was the British Heart Foundation and wow there beds looked like poop. I ended up making my mind that I wanted to new bed and just pay it off monthly because my dad always says it’s better to buy something new. So we went to Bensons For Beds and wow the bed what i have been looked at for months online…long story short my new bed is coming on the 6/3/19 🙂 (victoria lavender crush).

life

I made a deal with myself that this year i want to read more classic books and also to try and de-stress myself and try not to make myself ill with it like last year when i got to a point i was going dizzy. So right now i’m reading wuthering heights by emily bronte but the stress thing has not worked. Today i just spent the day with a upset tummy.

On monday it was a very slow day at work, Tuesday found out that the council have said no for getting liam into a special needs school so now we (school) are taking it to a tribunal, wednesday came to work to find out my hours have changed, Thursday and friday just hearing stuff about work. I know this is gonna sound bad and there be that one person who will be saying oh keys says this online but it would be nice just to have one week with no probs…not long till my week off and no phone on lol.