been busy

People have been asking me alot how i am doing and i have to say alot better since not listening to my doctor. I kept having crazy nightmares what the doctor said it was the pills but wanted to keep taking them 0.0 So i thought no thanks and for nearly a month the dreams are stopping.

It was also my grandads funeral this month and it was a lovely send off. Still upsets me to think i was having a right chat with him in march and now he is gone.

After many months of thinking and talking to family…liam will be getting homeschooled starting jan 1st 2020 and right now he’s getting homeschooled only after school. Don’t get me wrong the school has done there best but its just that the education board has failed. my son will be 9 in december and he can’t read, write and understand well but they say there is nothing wrong. They might as well say they don’t give a shit about liam. I also not happy that i keep getting told liam has adhd, autism and dyspraxia but they won’t diagnosis him. liam is like having 3 kids in 1 and he has anxiety and is becoming a nightmare getting him to school.

pooping my pants

i have been getting alot of spam phone calls lately and what i do is just block them…tonight i got a call from 0113 350 1257. i picked it up and it was like something out of a horror film. the guy down the phone was singing a creepy song and asked for kera prince .. i hanged up and blocked the number 0.0.

something to make you laugh

well that was a fun 30min of my life lol. It was 1am and I thought hmmm I better go lock the living room window. But when I went to do that I forgot my credit card was on the candle pot and yep my card went out the window and into my downstairs bush (i’m on first floor). So I went and PUT on my dressing gown (and shoes lol) and went outside to see if I could find it and nope. After looking like someone up to no good I went back in and canceled the card.

When I told my boyfriend about what I had done he could only laugh and say…So you dropped your money into your nextdoors bush. Also because its 1am I can’t go banging on there door and say hey can i go have a look in your bush lol.

57374565_10217705642648917_8161853492210696192_n.jpgSorry for not blogging alot. As you can tell from my last blog my grandad passed away  and i’ve not been in the blogging mood.

yesterday i spent the day with my mom and dad oh and little sod. I was not really in the easter mood but was happy just to be with my family enjoying the sun.

i’ve also booked tickets to see DanTDM in Manchester. If you don’t know who he is go google. lol he’s my son hero and Liam is so happy to go see him live.

My course work is going ok but i have to admit i’m kind of behind but that’s only because of what’s going on in my life. i’m wanting to get the assessment 5 out the way soon and start 6.

rip

At 9:26am yesterday my grandad passed on and went to heaven to see his mom and dad , friends and pets.

going to miss you so much grandad…never gonna forget you and the fun, bad jokes and chats we had. i love you and going to miss you xxxxx

life

well it has been a long time since i used this site. Alot has been going on in my life its crazy.

1st i want to say that i’m feeling alot better. the only prob that i have right now is i’m having nasty dreams what are making me not want to sleep. i have learned i sleep better with the tv on. i’m still on fluoxetine.

2nd work –  have you ever upset someone but don’t have a clue what you have done…yep that is me.

3rd school – the UK department of education have said nope to get liam into a new school that can help him with his needs. so i’m now waiting for a letter for i can appeal for the 3rd time and school have to pay £400 to get someone out again to assess liam AGAIN. i have already made up my mind that liam is NOT  going to high school because there is no way he will handle it so it looks like i’m gonna have to home school him.

4rd my grandad is not well…