drama

Omg two blogs in one week omg I must be ill lol. anyway I just wanted to let people know that I have now got Liam to year 1 English and year 2 maths. We been using a lot of IXL to help him and you can see that it is.

After a month of the old school bugging me I got Liam’s school work sent to my house. I was shocked to see only two files saying class 2-3 and barely anything in it (lots of unused textbooks). I’m 100% liam has not been schooled since class 1 seeing how behind he is. But this is the part what upset me and my family…THEY PUT IN THE REPORT BOOKS and no joke some of the stuff they were saying was clearly a lie. There was one report that Liam said he had a dream about the 666 and this was reported in 2017 (Liam was 6)… I’m sorry but even I didn’t know what 666 was at that age. But they won’t just reporting liam they were doing reports on me. I’m not going to say online what was being said but I will say this I HAVE NEVER HAD SOCIAL SERVICES AT MY HOUSE.

so happy we are out of that mess.

Seeing that i just had a email reminding me that i’m still on wordpress…HELLO EVERYONE. Sorry for not putting anything on here but i just never know what to write anymore without upsetting people or saying the wrong thing lol. But i have noticed lately alot of people have been following me so a big thanks for that.

Life is ok and everything seems be going ok for now. Did have abit of drama last week but might blog about that next time.

anyway i’m alive lol

nearly a month of not blogging and you come back to read that i feel like poop. Last week i had the sickness bug and this week im being sick because i’m stressed and worried and it’s only monday.

2019 sucks

I just want to say sorry for not blogging a lot on here. I really don’t have a clue what to put in here seeing that there is not alot going on in my life right now.

If i’m honest with you sexy people…This year has been a hell of a ride.

I do notice that a lot of people from the uk like to come onto this page (just to be nosey lol). I have a funny feeling it’s got something to do with me home-schooling Liam (what is going well).  

BIG UPDATE ON LIAM

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took this 21/5/19 6pm

for sometime I have notice a big change in my son. he spends a lot of time in his room, seems to be down, tells me he’s stupid and shows anxiety. On top of that it’s been very hard to get him up in the morning and getting him ready for school has been hell. he has ripped trousers – shoes – bookbags, tried to fall down the stairs, keeps picking his nose at night and rubbing the blood all over him and other stuff.

on the 21st of this month I went up to school around 2:40pm and saw Liam’s class outside doing PE. I had a look about to see if I could see Liam and I found him in the shelter with some girls but no helper (he is post to have one to one). Liam was poking a boy on the head on the other side of the shelter. The boy went into the shelter, picked Liam up by his jumper, pushed him up to the wall and started to smash Liam’s face in. The girls tried to pull the child off Liam but with no luck. Thank god the PE teacher (a male) came to help save Liam. he moved the boy off Liam..but by then liam was on the floor screaming. oh and if you want to know what his teacher was doing. PLAYING CRICKET WITH THE OTHER CHILDREN AND NOT WATCHING THE FIGHT. she did go up to Liam after 10mins later but it looked like she was getting Liam to apologize to the boy who just went for his face. After PE I went up to the teacher and said that I saw everything (I was in shock and holding in my tears). she said well Liam was poking the boy and that he had been a wet sponge all day. soon as she said that I saw fire in my eyes and shouted LOOK AT HIS FACE ITS BLACK AND BLUE but she said oh that’s because he been crying all day. Liam was next to his teacher and looked so scared and shaken up…she even tried to ask Liam what had happened but he would not talk. I think she worked it out that I was pissed off because she wanted to get back to class very fast. When it was home time 2 girls came out with him because he was in a right mess. He came up to me and said I’m I in trouble and I said no.

The next day I rang up school and said that Liam will not be coming back to school until the 3rd June after what I saw yesterday and also it didn’t help that liam did not want to come back. The headteacher said she is doing a report and that the child who did this will not be in until the 3rd. So this means the child who did this gets two weeks of holiday and i’m dealing with a child who has anxiety and lost his confidence. So i told the head that i was gonna deregister him on the 3rd. well soon as I said that she went on about how they were going to sort out Liam’s feet, speech and going to ring up other people. There was also a chat about how Liam has been for the past months (what they should have told me right away) I also was told I was going to get a phone call back at the end of the day BUT NOPE NOTHING ALL WEEK.

since being home schooled me and my mother have learned Liam can read but can’t write the alphabet, can’t spell , can’t write numbers and didn’t even know how to count on his fingers..

We are working on it but soon as he works that he be getting on track. I have notice a big change and its so lovely to see him smile again.

been busy

People have been asking me alot how i am doing and i have to say alot better since not listening to my doctor. I kept having crazy nightmares what the doctor said it was the pills but wanted to keep taking them 0.0 So i thought no thanks and for nearly a month the dreams are stopping.

It was also my grandads funeral this month and it was a lovely send off. Still upsets me to think i was having a right chat with him in march and now he is gone.