omg what a morning

  1. i pressed snooze on my phone but i must of turned my alarm off because next thing i know it says 8:35am.
  2. i had to get liam into the bath because he keeps having nose bleeds at night.
  3. scott had to help me dress liam and at the same time i’m trying to put stuff on.
  4. out the door by 8:50am (rang school)..liam eating toast lol.
  5. when walking to school work ring me :O .
  6. 9:15am got liam into school.

update from last blog

well i have had a busy morning.

i woke up and get liam ready for school and when i had sometime to myself to get dressed and sorted i looked at my very.com account to see that very.com have NOT put my credit back in. i rang them up right away seeing that they said it be in yesterday. now there saying that there now putting the money into my bank but there is something wrong with my bank so there so gonna email my bank a code. i said there is nothing wrong with my bank and i have never had probs with money going to back into my bank and on top of that should they be sending me a cheque.

because of this i went to town to see if the bank can help me and even they said there is nothing saying anything is getting refunded into my bank. after along chat with the bank we have classified it as stolen and there gonna try their best to get my money back and if there is any movement saying its going back there gonna ring me.

 

arrr how to piss me off

not a happy lass..just logged onto my very.com account where i have been saving up all my credit to buy a new tv what was post to come on a wednesday next week. logged onto my account to find out its be declined so i rang them up asking what the hell is going on because it been payed by my credit and the guy said he was sorry but they over ordered and i will get a tv soon as they get more (but don’t know when so no use to me)…so i asked for my credit back so i can go buy a different tv but same size and after a good yelling fight down the phone because he just kept saying just wait for your order miss price,  i now get my credit back on tuesday early morning…why have it up for sale if you bloody ran out…

update – i got my money back on thursday 😀 

hello again

well this feels very odd to be writing a blog. i think it has been a month since i put up a post about how i was feeling and i think it be good to just say that i am feeling fine and keeping to myself. i even went out on halloween (night clubbing). i do keep having thoughts that something bad is gonna happen to me everytime i’m not home but i’m working on trying to not worry about stuff like that.

the only prob i have been having is that i keep going dizzy to a point i had to take a sick day on thursday because i just felt like i was just gonna fall over. i went to work yesterday but had chest pain so took everything slowly so i won’t be sick on anything lol. i’m gonna try and book to see a doctor on monday to see what is going on because this also happened to me 2week ago.

oh and i did find out some news yesterday about a ex friend of mine trying to help someone who made my life very uncomfortable so i went and blocked them.

life right now

i think people might of notice that i have not been blogging alot lately and that i have been keeping to myself. well alot of stuff has been going on in my life that sadly i can’t say online or i could get into alot of crap,

but i can say that since this crap has happened i have been having probs with my anxiety and been feeling low again. i have notice that…

  1. i have been eating alot of junk and i know this sounds silly but i try to stop but i can’t.
  2. i’m emotional and one min i’m happy as pie but next i’m crying and sad but i don’t understand why.
  3. i’ve been having nightmares and because of this i’m having about 4 to 5hour of sleep.
  4. i’m started to block people away from me because i feel like everyone is talking crap about me. i’m only talking to family and boyfriend.
  5. i only leave my home when i need to BUT i am going out around town at some point because my fella thinks it be good for me to see friends.
  6. everytime i go outside anywhere i feel like i’m gonna walk into people i really don’t want to see (reason why i like being at home).
  7. sometimes i get very stressed till a point i’m making myself ill with worry and stress.

right now i just want to sort myself out and don’t worry i will be blogging again.