bye september

september has gone and it’s time to start a new month and lets pray it’s better than the last month. sadly i can not say what went down last month but i can say that..

  1. some people are proud of me and some people have just stopped talking to me because i finally talked.
  2. some people talk alot of crap about me.
  3. i hate rumours.

i just hope that this month is gonna be so much better and less stress. i’m trying so hard to just keep to myself and just trust my family and fella

O_O hi

hello everyone. sorry for not writing anything for a week. shock of the week NOTHING BAD HAS HAPPENED THIS WEEK and because of this i have been feeling bril all week and less stressed.

only prob i’m having right now is this bloody weather we are having. its nearly october and its hot as pie.  oh and there is a cat what loves to hang about near my flat (leave my peggy alone lol).

the NHS is a bloody joke

i have been feeling low for about 3weeks and today i thought ok i’m gonna go see a doctor and see if they can help me out. i went in to book and nope no-one can see me. when i was walking out the building someone asked me if i was ok and sadly i had to hold my tears and say i’m fine.

i can’t say what is going on in my life right now but i feel like i’m gonna go bang.

yep life

Image may contain: 2 people, people standing and outdoorwow i wish i could tell you about my week but i can only say that i spent my wednesday night with my head down the loo, can’t forget having the poops and having nose bleeds oh and can’t forget not been sleeping.

the only good thing what has happened this week is that i had a meeting with school and now i’m aloud to look into special needs school (been fighting for years for this).

today i made my mind up that i need a chill day so took liam to the meltham fun fair and spent £20 in a hour but it was lovely to see his face. oh and part of his xmas gift came today (The Legend of Zelda: The Breath of the Wild  and Splatoon 2).

what a week

got to admit that this week has sucked monkey balls. just one simple thing can mess up your week and make you feel like a bug under a boot.

i made my mind up that saturday was gonna be a fun day and forget about what happened this week. took liam and scott to town and wow they do both make me laugh but if i hear i want to go home one more time i’m gonna scream lol.

this morning was not fun. i woke up at 3am to scott snoring his head off. it got to a point when i got my pillow and red blanket and slept on liam’s floor. i was woken up at 7:30am to liam hitting me with teddys thinking that i was a monster on his floor 0.0.