don’ t you just love it when your child says something and it makes you feel like your slowly melting into the chair your sitting in. on Wednesday we was at the doctors. she was running 20mins late and my son can’t sit still more then 5mins without doing or saying something. a big lady left one of the rooms and Liam shouts HEY MUM LOOK AT THAT FAT LADY. I just felt my body melting. I told him that it was rude to say that and everyone is different but Liam said yer but she’s fat.
(O_O) I didn’t know where to hide my face.
if people read my blogs i think it was only the other day when i did a blog about guys asking me out and how a guy i liked asked me out and i said nope (if you’re reading ask me on a date to movies or buy me a teddy lol). well i saw my bro today. he said he went out on friday night and some guy came up to him and asked if he was kera’s brother and he said yes and the guy said he used to work in the same building as me and that i’m fit…my poor bro just looked at him and said ok (lol what’s he post to say). he told me what he looked like but i don’t have a clue who it is lol.
(O_O) i do not understand what guys see in me lol.
why is it when you try very hard at stuff but there is always gonna be people who tell you your failing. i’m doing something on my own and also some of this stuff is new to me and trying very hard but starting to feel like a fail.
that was my night tonight.
I have ordered Liam a new Xbox one game called Minecraft story mode for his late birthday present. I got a text at 11:50am saying that it had been posted into my letterbox but nothing was there. I text the delivery guy asking where it was. after a hour i found out he post it to the wrong house and now I have to wait and see if there gonna let me have it….
update 4:22pm – still no sign
2/1/17 – bril news a man came round to my house and gave me the lost parcel 🙂 .
i can’t wait to start a new year and put everything what happened in the bin.
2016 has kind of been crap for me…if someone said hey this year your job will change, family dog will be put to sleep, find out ya ex was cheating on ya, son needs more help (life skills/probs) ,money probs (thankyou kirklees), some crazy person will go round blacking your name, date someone and they dump you for money/work, you will end a 20 year friendship…..
lets hope next year will be a hell of alot better.
sorry for not blogging since friday. sometimes i just don’t think people want to know whats going on in my crazy mind. one min i feel happy as pie but soon as i sit down and i’m alone my head starts to think and i feel lonely as pie.
i’ve also notice since i’ve been keeping to myself the people i don’t mostly talk to are being friendly but the people who say there my friends have not said a thing and have not even asked me if i’m ok and also last week when i told someone about not feeling to good he only said alright (O_O). i’ve made up my mind that soon as 2017 hits alot of people are going and i’m gonna try and make new friends (but don’t no how lol).
have you ever looked into your kitchen cupboard and said to yourself…WHY DID I BUY THIS lol.