update – what has been going on and how I’m feeling

This week has been crap and I just want to get some stuff off my chest about what has gone down.

fraud

1) On Tuesday the 26th feb around 7:30pm I was on my online banking trying to working out bills when I notice that £20 had gone missing. First thing that popped into my head was arrrr Liam but when I clicked the link and it was not Xbox but some website. I copied the link to see what the website was and nope it didn’t work. I went back onto my banking about now £30 had been taken out. I clicked on what was going on and blocked my card fast.

2) The next day I contacted the bank and got everything sorted (got my lost money back yesterday) but this was not the last of it. Around 11am I got a phone call asking for Liam (my 8 year old). I asked the male why but he said he was not aloud to tell me and he needed to talk to Liam. So, I said can you please tell me why you want to talk to my 8-year-old and how did you get my number. The guy put the phone down on me and when I rang back up it was a voice message saying I needed to fill some paper work. The number has been reported but after reporting it I found out that someone has been trying to apply for payday loans in my and Liam name and they used my address, number and to be smart my email but thank god they don’t have my password to log onto my email. The sad thing about this is it must be someone I know who has done this because not a lot of people have my number and my address oh AND MY EMAIL.

My Mental Health

Not alot of people will know that i have had Depression and other problems for around 8 years BUT  I have not been feeling to good in myself for about 5 month now and I have been trying very hard to just handle it myself but this week I had 2 panic attacks.

  • On Wednesday night when I got home from work..for some stupid reason I thought someone was in my house and I started to freak out.
  • Thursday I was crying for no reason at work and sadly someone said something that day and boom.

After having a long chat with my fella I made my mind up I needed to go see a doctor. I’ve been put back onto fluoxetine and I have to go back in a month to see if the pills are working.

no christmas feeling

i don’t know what is wrong with me but i just don’t feel that christmas feeling that everyone is getting right now at this time of the year. i have even been making myself watch santa films but nope.

i just feel like it’s that time of the year when your money goes crazy and bills love to change days for there money and oh we can’t forget the christmas shopping. this year i am only shopping for my son, fella, mum,dad, sister and brother because there the only people who see me but already found out one of them have spent a 5 pound on me after i spent £15.

update from last blog

well i have had a busy morning.

i woke up and get liam ready for school and when i had sometime to myself to get dressed and sorted i looked at my very.com account to see that very.com have NOT put my credit back in. i rang them up right away seeing that they said it be in yesterday. now there saying that there now putting the money into my bank but there is something wrong with my bank so there so gonna email my bank a code. i said there is nothing wrong with my bank and i have never had probs with money going to back into my bank and on top of that should they be sending me a cheque.

because of this i went to town to see if the bank can help me and even they said there is nothing saying anything is getting refunded into my bank. after along chat with the bank we have classified it as stolen and there gonna try their best to get my money back and if there is any movement saying its going back there gonna ring me.

 

how to lose 10 pound

the one thing i always do when i’m with my son is forget stuff and i did that today. i went to the shop and went on one of them self checkout. i asked for £10 back BUT forgot to take it out the bottom…i went back to the shop 5mins after remembering but no-one has given in a £10 (like they would).

bugs me that i lost £10 but good news liam went to the dentist today and everything is fine :).

omg what a morning

well we had a fun morning. I got a email from paypal saying something had come out but me being me i thought oh it be a bill.  I went to see what liam was playing and it was fortnight. I notice he had alot of vbucks and i asked how he got them and he said he won them. something sounded odd so i went to look at my paypal and liam had spent £80 on the bloody game. I was not happy and there was alot of me yelling because this money was to pay off my tax on the 28th and also how did he get into my paypal. After chilling down i had a long chat with liam about what he had done wrong he just could not understand so I explained to liam how would you like it if you was saving money for roblox and mummy went a spent it…he got very upset and said sorry but like i said don’t cry over spilt milk because it just means mummy has to use her credit card (not something i wanted to do). I asked liam to show me how he did it and after he showed me i clicked on what had happened. I thought liam had worked out my password for paypal but nope when i payed for liam Fortnite stuff on payday the xbox saved my card details without me knowing.

everything is fixed and next time i will just pay by paypal not by my card…new day tomorrow.

update

i think people who read my blogs might of clicked on that i have not been writing a lot on this site but there is a reason why and nope i have not forgotten you (i’m always looking on here).

I did a blog about my tax and rent probs. good news my tax has been sorted and I should get around £200 something back on pay day (tax man says so) but bad news my rent is £64 a week and its hitting me hard to a point money right now sucks and its making me feel like crap but I also have to try and keep smiling so people don’t no that I’m worried about it. I know its gonna get sorted but right now its hard to keep up with bills and shopping.

for this reason i just have not been in the mood to write anything but don’t worry i will be back soon with some cool stuff.

tax fun

I was gonna write about this yesterday but after what happened on Monday I thought naa I write about it the next day.

my mum spent 2hours yesterday on the phone because housing have now put up my rent to £65 a week ( was £40) because they are saying that I’m working over 16hours.  SOOOOOOO I had to ring up the tax office and then I  found out that my tax code was wrong and that it says that I’m working two jobs and making £800 a month at each jobs. wtf I only have one job and I only do 16hours a week and very lucky if I make £500 a month. they have sorted out the prob and I will be getting money back (because I have been getting taxed).