the NHS is a bloody joke

i have been feeling low for about 3weeks and today i thought ok i’m gonna go see a doctor and see if they can help me out. i went in to book and nope no-one can see me. when i was walking out the building someone asked me if i was ok and sadly i had to hold my tears and say i’m fine.

i can’t say what is going on in my life right now but i feel like i’m gonna go bang.

hi :D

took liam to have his feet looked at even if it was a waste of time because his feet are still the same size. only good thing what came out of it is that the doctor is gonna write a letter go see if liam can get a autism test done. I told her good luck with it because I have been fighting since he was 2 for one.

WHAT A MORNING

was at home drinking my coffee and was about to watch some crappy morning tv when i got a phone call from my son’s school saying he has fallen over and opened up the side of his head. i went up to the school thinking it was only gonna be a little cut but nope IT WAS BIG and blood (as liam was saying real blood). so we went up to huddersfield royal infirmary and was stuck in there for 3hours. He has had the cut glued but like i said to him when the ladys ask you how you did it don’t tell them the truth that you fell over your own feet and landed onto a table then headbutted a wall lol.

got to have the night off work because i’m on the 24hour watch so i do hope the message got to the member of staff who i was post to be working with tonight.

omg what a night

at 10pm i got a phone call from my dad saying that liam had one of his heat fits. i got myself sorted and walked to there house. liam was so hot so i had to pick him up and take him downstairs and sit outside the house with him to chill down. he was talking but very sleepy. by 1am me and mom where watching some police show and liam sits up fast looks at us and says i’m hungry. me and mom just looked at him in shock because one min he was out and next min he jumps up and says he’s hungry.

before anyone saying this NO he didn’t go to the hospital but that is because

  1. his fit only lasted 1min but if it lasted longer he would of had to go.
  2.  after his last one i was shown what to do if he has one.
  3. Halifax is nearly a hour away and if we had to go to the hospital we be stuck there for 4hours and i new he be better because he always comes round but if he had a 2nd one we would of had to go.
  4. had to ring work up at 4am because i have been up all night with him, got doctors and liam now just wants me also he has to be home for 24hour until he can go back to school.