what a pleb

sometimes i wonder what people do in there life’s if they think its ok to try and pretend to not know you and be someone else (o.0).

when your a blogger with alot of sexy people who follow you sometimes you will get comments on old blogs from the passed. last week i got a comment what i didn’t find odd but after getting the 2nd one i thought hmmm something just does not add up. so at first i logged onto my blog by phone but after clicking on that i was not gonna find the info i wanted i had to log onto the old lappy. i logged into the edit comment part of wordpress and notice i had alot of pending comments (sorry lol) but after finding what i needed (email and IP) i was right to be suspicious. the person who was pretending to not know me was my ex (from 2016) what deleted me off facebook 2week ago. i have to admit i was abit peed off at first but then i just could not stop laughing because if your gonna stalk someone WHY USE YOUR OWN EMAIL AND IP FOOL. after getting myself back to normal i left a comment and since then i have not had a reply and also blocked his ass on facebook.

if you ever feel like something is not right about a comment or a follower please go have a look at the email and block them…i have blogged for a very long time and also have done a online course on wordpress so i do try and keep up to date on comment and followers blogs…. even if i had to some pending messages lol (3 only lol) and spam.

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bring on 2017

i can’t wait to start a new year and put everything what happened in the bin.

2016 has kind of been crap for me…if someone said hey this year your job will change, family dog will be put to sleep, find out ya ex was cheating on ya, son needs more help (life skills/probs) ,money probs (thankyou kirklees), some crazy person will go round blacking your name, date someone and they dump you for money/work, you will end a 20 year friendship…..

lets hope next year will be a hell of alot better.

Tuesday :D

first thing i want to say is this is the first time that i’ve had a week with no drama. no crazy people blacking my name, no friend probs and no ex telling me his life sucks. don’t get me wrong it feels bloody lovely but odd.

i’m starting to feel better again. i’ve started to sleep again and the nightmares have stopped for now. i’m not napping as much as i was when i was low so that’s good news. my hair is still coming out but i’m still stressing over dumb stuff lol…. also no tears or breakdowns this week :D.

what to do???

i think i’ve done a blog like this in the past but i can’t remember but i’m really thinking about deleting facebook for good. last night i was trying to take off nearly all the photos of me and family and put them onto my laptop but clicked on that i badly need a memory stick (got to wait till friday).

in the past it used to be a site i would look forward to going on and talking to people but sadly nearly everyone i used to be friends with turned out to be plebs or just stopped talking to me or drama. every time i log onto it now it’s only to play games and family sending me messages or all the old people who have seen me grow up want to see photos of liam.

i deleted fb off my phone 2weeks ago because i got so sick to death of turning my internet on and messages just popping up what where just stressing and upsetting me. when i log onto the site by my laptop i still get that feeling of OH PLEASE NO CRAP TODAY. also its the only site i know when you block someone it start’s a keys unblock that person war and then i have to unblock that person and see there site what i do not want to see because it upsets me.

i might try and have a week away from it starting next week and then delete it so it gives me time to get all the photos and give people a heads up whats gonna happen. i no some people are gonna be peed but i feel like this will make me feel better if i do it.

stress head

Image result for stressed animalwell i have been to see a doctor and found out that i’m stressed to the bone but like i said well hell yer not alot of people can say they found out there ex was cheating , son has crazy probs at school to a point i’m in meetings, gonna be working for a new cleaning company and know nothing about them ,dog got put to sleep because he was ill and it had to be me who had to be there when it happened because family was on holiday 😦 ,  i was with someone and thought everything was good until it was over , friend fall outs, then clicked on something is not right with something (can’t say online). hmmm have i not said that this is my 2016 (>_<).

been told i need to start relaxing but HOW DO YOU DO THAT (O_O). something is always bloody going on in my life.

2016 has been a crap year for me but also it has made me realize how lucky i am to have a son who thinks the universe of me.

..that dislike feeling…

walking home from work today and i thought i saw someone i once new but it won’t him. have you ever had that funny feeling when you see someone you dislike it makes you feel sick and light footed/headed… yer that’s how i went.

it’s crazy to think how last year was like and now i can’t even look at that person without that hurt feeling.

bad to good

today did start very bad and sad but it soon came up good after.

THIS AFTERNOON – went and took liam to see the new angry birds movie. he loved it but i felt like it  was ok but not bril. we also went to pizza hut 🙂 . so the afternoon was bril.

THIS MORNING – i do not no if anyone remembers but i did a blog about how someone started to talk to me after 12years (https://keys1988.com/2016/05/13/been-a-odd-week/ ). well i can now say it was a ex from my teens. we started to talk to each other last week and both even said sorry for how we acted in are teens but sadly he turned. i do not understand myself how it turned like this because i only said that i was a mum now…but i got called a child,nasty and a bitch and i had a false accusation said about me about a different guy (What was a bloody sodding lie  😡 ) . i tried to talk to him but he sent a message back saying hes not going to read what i just put. so i said bye and blocked him.

sometimes in life you just got to let people go and move on and never talk to them again. only thing i have learned is i NEVER want to date anyone again.