took liam to the halifax gala yesterday. got to admit we needed a good day out after the crap time i have been having lately.
i can’t wait to start a new year and put everything what happened in the bin.
2016 has kind of been crap for me…if someone said hey this year your job will change, family dog will be put to sleep, find out ya ex was cheating on ya, son needs more help (life skills/probs) ,money probs (thankyou kirklees), some crazy person will go round blacking your name, date someone and they dump you for money/work, you will end a 20 year friendship…..
lets hope next year will be a hell of alot better.
first thing i want to say is this is the first time that i’ve had a week with no drama. no crazy people blacking my name, no friend probs and no ex telling me his life sucks. don’t get me wrong it feels bloody lovely but odd.
i’m starting to feel better again. i’ve started to sleep again and the nightmares have stopped for now. i’m not napping as much as i was when i was low so that’s good news. my hair is still coming out but i’m still stressing over dumb stuff lol…. also no tears or breakdowns this week :D.
today did start very bad and sad but it soon came up good after.
THIS AFTERNOON – went and took liam to see the new angry birds movie. he loved it but i felt like it was ok but not bril. we also went to pizza hut 🙂 . so the afternoon was bril.
THIS MORNING – i do not no if anyone remembers but i did a blog about how someone started to talk to me after 12years (https://keys1988.com/2016/05/13/been-a-odd-week/ ). well i can now say it was a ex from my teens. we started to talk to each other last week and both even said sorry for how we acted in are teens but sadly he turned. i do not understand myself how it turned like this because i only said that i was a mum now…but i got called a child,nasty and a bitch and i had a false accusation said about me about a different guy (What was a bloody sodding lie 😡 ) . i tried to talk to him but he sent a message back saying hes not going to read what i just put. so i said bye and blocked him.
sometimes in life you just got to let people go and move on and never talk to them again. only thing i have learned is i NEVER want to date anyone again.
some of the moms at school have no-test that the young lads aka liam and his friends have started to play a game where they hit each other in the boy parts and say oh my penis. one of the mothers said oh that her son said it was liam he learned it from but like my mother said hang on liam has heard it from a older child (from school) and i’m a single mother so why would i be saying this and teaching him this game and i’m not making my son sound like a angel hear but liam has stopped saying this word after i told him what it was and that its not a thing to say at school and no-one has told me nothing about this game. i had to sit down with liam last night and had to tell him not to kick or slap boys in that part but liam keeps telling me he’s doing nothing. i do hope i don’t hear anymore about it.
2) on a Monday i thought hey i’m going to finally send someone a message who i have not talked to in 12years after a fall out. when i was about to write to this person i no-test that they said something to me in march 2016 what i didn’t see until now. i won’t to happy about what it said because it was something to do with the past. so for the first time in 12years i told them the truth about what happened on a that day AND like i said to this person i’m happy i got to tell them and now i can close that chapter in my life. its now Friday and i have had nothing back and to tell you the truth i don’t think i will.
LIFE GOES ON.
what i love about living in a village is how people come out and join in with the cool stuff what goes on even when its cold and raining.
As you can tell by the photo Liam found Darth Vader.
sorry for not blogging alot about my fun life.
there has not been alot of fun stuff going on at this moment of time and it also don’t help i have a stalker who looks at my blog 24/7 to see if i have put something about them on my site (O_O) hmm well i do have something to say I’M LOVING LIFE.
PS…we have snow in the uk and yes its APRIL. i might take liam for a walk onto the moors to see the snow better :D.
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