sometimes i wonder what people do in there life’s if they think its ok to try and pretend to not know you and be someone else (o.0).
when your a blogger with alot of sexy people who follow you sometimes you will get comments on old blogs from the passed. last week i got a comment what i didn’t find odd but after getting the 2nd one i thought hmmm something just does not add up. so at first i logged onto my blog by phone but after clicking on that i was not gonna find the info i wanted i had to log onto the old lappy. i logged into the edit comment part of wordpress and notice i had alot of pending comments (sorry lol) but after finding what i needed (email and IP) i was right to be suspicious. the person who was pretending to not know me was my ex (from 2016) what deleted me off facebook 2week ago. i have to admit i was abit peed off at first but then i just could not stop laughing because if your gonna stalk someone WHY USE YOUR OWN EMAIL AND IP FOOL. after getting myself back to normal i left a comment and since then i have not had a reply and also blocked his ass on facebook.
if you ever feel like something is not right about a comment or a follower please go have a look at the email and block them…i have blogged for a very long time and also have done a online course on wordpress so i do try and keep up to date on comment and followers blogs…. even if i had to some pending messages lol (3 only lol) and spam.
i can’t wait to start a new year and put everything what happened in the bin.
2016 has kind of been crap for me…if someone said hey this year your job will change, family dog will be put to sleep, find out ya ex was cheating on ya, son needs more help (life skills/probs) ,money probs (thankyou kirklees), some crazy person will go round blacking your name, date someone and they dump you for money/work, you will end a 20 year friendship…..
lets hope next year will be a hell of alot better.
sorry for not blogging since friday. sometimes i just don’t think people want to know whats going on in my crazy mind. one min i feel happy as pie but soon as i sit down and i’m alone my head starts to think and i feel lonely as pie.
i’ve also notice since i’ve been keeping to myself the people i don’t mostly talk to are being friendly but the people who say there my friends have not said a thing and have not even asked me if i’m ok and also last week when i told someone about not feeling to good he only said alright (O_O). i’ve made up my mind that soon as 2017 hits alot of people are going and i’m gonna try and make new friends (but don’t no how lol).
i forgot to put what my son did yesterday.
we got up at 7am because it’s a school day. took me 10mins to get my child out of bed (its like having a teen lol). he had his breakfast and a glass of milk and everything was ok until 8am when he said he was not feeling very well and he had been sick at night on his bed. i went into his bedroom and there was no sick anywhere and no smell of sick. when i was dressing him i looked and smelled but nope. i did the mummy test and told him he looked ok and he is not hot so he is going to school. the walk to school was fine and liam was talking to me about something but soon as he got into the classroom he started to act like he was sick so the teacher said if hes still like this by 12pm we will ring you. hmmm 12pm came and i got a phone call to come pick him up because he’s not well. takes me 15mins to get to school and when i got there i bloody saw him running around the playground and i thought hmmm he’s sick. soon as i got into the office they came with liam and i looked him over again and said i hope you no he’s faking but school said sorry but because he says hes not well and hes acting odd i have to take him. on the way home and this is no joke he turns around and says to me Mummy i feel so much better now can i play on the ps4 when we get home. (O_O) well i won’t to happy so i said NO your post to be sick and sick people don’t get to play games but they do go to bed and stay in there bedrooms…
today he went to school and no probs.
i think i’ve done a blog like this in the past but i can’t remember but i’m really thinking about deleting facebook for good. last night i was trying to take off nearly all the photos of me and family and put them onto my laptop but clicked on that i badly need a memory stick (got to wait till friday).
in the past it used to be a site i would look forward to going on and talking to people but sadly nearly everyone i used to be friends with turned out to be plebs or just stopped talking to me or drama. every time i log onto it now it’s only to play games and family sending me messages or all the old people who have seen me grow up want to see photos of liam.
i deleted fb off my phone 2weeks ago because i got so sick to death of turning my internet on and messages just popping up what where just stressing and upsetting me. when i log onto the site by my laptop i still get that feeling of OH PLEASE NO CRAP TODAY. also its the only site i know when you block someone it start’s a keys unblock that person war and then i have to unblock that person and see there site what i do not want to see because it upsets me.
i might try and have a week away from it starting next week and then delete it so it gives me time to get all the photos and give people a heads up whats gonna happen. i no some people are gonna be peed but i feel like this will make me feel better if i do it.
why has this year been so hard for me. sometimes i wish i could just start the year all over again and change some stuff and make the year a hell of alot better.
i have to admit that I’ve learned stuff about myself.
1) I’m a blonde Muppet but also a adult,
2) how to say no and tell people how i feel,
3) me and relationships are a big NOOOOOOOOOOO,
4) life is hard because i make it that way.
5) still don’t like people lol .
can’t wait for 2017…i can start a new life.