:) hello

whoop its now the start of the 6weeks holiday and also today was liams last day at pre-school. apart of me is happy but also sad. my little man is growing up and i can’t stop that. i can remember holding him with one hand.

oh i also found out this week that people from my home town Huddersfield read my blogs and i always thought it was just people from the USA reading my stuff. lol i always get so shy when people say there a follower or that they read my page…..thankyou for following my blog and reading xxxxx.

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last weeks stress

well where do i start about my life and what has been going on. i mostly write my blogs 2 to 3 times a week but there has been alot going on and alot on my mind to a point i do feel kind of lost.

well first i better say sorry i was not online this weekend. i had to work 10hours on Saturday, 7hours on Sunday and 2 hours yesterday. when you have do that many hours cleaning i just want to sit down hmmmm but that does not happen for me. i’m a mother so i have to keep on going. i was that sleepy i woke up today at 9am with my son fast asleep next to me meaning he must of woken up at 7am and he could not wake me up lol. also yesterday i had a voice message from work asking me to ring them back but when i rang up no-one needed me (O_O) ehhhhh???.

liam news…..well last week must of just been a off week for that boy. he just got back to pre-school after having the chicken pox. Monday he was just in a mood but his pre-school said well he has been off sick for a week for lets see how he be tomorrow, Tuesday still in a bad mood, Wednesday i get called into the office to be told liam has been fighting and that they had to pull him off a child arrr the way the woman was going i felt like i was getting told off. soon as he got home i gave him a right yelling and talking to. i also banned him from watching cartoons for the day. Thursday when i went to pick him up whoop no crap. i have a meeting with his new school in two weeks and i need to tell them about liam and his probs (talking probs,can’t sit still,hitting out) before he starts school in September.

there has been more stuff going on but sadly i can’t write that in this blog. i just hope this week will be a little bit better.

poop day yesterday

well i better tell everyone that i’m feeling alot better today. have you ever had one of them days when there is to much going on and you just can’t take anymore.

i was working yesterday and yes it was a good day there. after work my mother told me that pre-school have been kicking off because liam was to hyper today, been told that liam has no friends and on-one wants to play with him (that made me cry), also liam keeps saying poo head to everyone but like my mum said he has got that off a child at school but the helper said are children don’t say stuff like that ARRR I NO THE SODDING CHILD WHO SAYS IT >:(. today pre-school didn’t say anything to me but they did hear me talking to a mother about liam saying poo head and like she said sadly children always pick up stuff like this and best bit is its never from home its outside or school….

:( so sodding lost and I do not know what to do :(

well I have been up since 5:45am. started work at 7am to 1pm and yes that is 6hours. went to my mother to pick liam up to find out he had been fighting at pre-school again. this time they called my mum into the office and told her to sign a form to say she had seen the 2 page report. 1st my mom didn’t see the report, 2nd she cant sign it because its up to me to sign it, 3rd the woman should not be telling my mom this stuff because shes not liams carer. my mother asked if she could have the papers to take home and kera will sign it….well they said that I could not have it because it was her only copy and she had to ask her boss if she could do it (been told they are post to give me a copy). my mother didn’t sign nothing and they said they will get me to look at it tomorrow but my mother said you better give kera a copy so she can put it into her record.

I’m thinking of not letting my son go tomorrow because I do not think they can handle my son and also I’m worried about other childrens safety. I have told them so many times liam has probs with his anger and he will hit out but everytime health people talk to them they keep saying hes a ok child (O_O).  like I said to my mom what they want me to do…sit in a room for 3hours and watch him because they can’t handle him.

before anyone asks liam has had anger probs since the age of 2. he is having some tests done soon…also should be getting help when he goes to school in September.

 

getting sick of this

I thought he was doing so good this week but I got called into the pre-school office. when I get called into there it kind of reminds me of my school days. a mother has said that my son has punched her little girl and if he does it again she’s going to talk to me about it. like the staff have said they have not seen liam do this but they will talk to me about it. I don’t think the child even told the helpers so I don’t even no if its just the girl trying to suck up to mummy.

what a morning

well its been a fun morning. liam went to the doctors in Huddersfield for his feet. he has probs walking and is always falling on his face. doctor says the same thing I have  been saying for 2years….liam has a prob in concentration and also shows short attention span. I told her I already new this and right now there doing tests on him. his pre-school is driving me crazy always saying that liam is a handful and like I said well if you did a letter back to the person who is helping liam by now you might be getting someone to do one+one with him. arrr what they want me to do…sit with him for 3hours when he’s at pre-school.

I had ago at 40 year old men in Huddersfield when I was walking up to the doctors . 2 guys got out of there cars and looked like they was about to fight. liam was getting scared so I shouted OH F##KING GROW UP AND STOP ACTING LIKE F##KING CHILDREN. they both looked at me and I thought crap I’m going to get beaten up but nope they walked back to there cars. but before they got into the cars I said to liam DON’T YOU EVER ACT LIKE THAT and liam says ok mummy. the men got back into there cars and left.