well i have been to see a doctor and found out that i’m stressed to the bone but like i said well hell yer not alot of people can say they found out there ex was cheating , son has crazy probs at school to a point i’m in meetings, gonna be working for a new cleaning company and know nothing about them ,dog got put to sleep because he was ill and it had to be me who had to be there when it happened because family was on holiday 😦 , i was with someone and thought everything was good until it was over , friend fall outs, then clicked on something is not right with something (can’t say online). hmmm have i not said that this is my 2016 (>_<).
been told i need to start relaxing but HOW DO YOU DO THAT (O_O). something is always bloody going on in my life.
2016 has been a crap year for me but also it has made me realize how lucky i am to have a son who thinks the universe of me.
walking home from work today and i thought i saw someone i once new but it won’t him. have you ever had that funny feeling when you see someone you dislike it makes you feel sick and light footed/headed… yer that’s how i went.
it’s crazy to think how last year was like and now i can’t even look at that person without that hurt feeling.
don’t worry wordpress i have not forgotten :).
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well i had something scary happen to me at 1am this morning. I was in bed watching WWE Wrestlemania and for once i turned off the hall light because i was getting tv light (can’t sleep with no light). i was about to drop off but i heard a sound coming form the door downstairs (live in a upstairs flat). someone was moving the door handle. now this is not the first time this has happened to my door.
IF THIS HAPPENS AGAIN I WILL GO TO THE POLICE AND I WILL ASK HOUSING TO PUT UP CCTV ON MY DOOR.
THIS IS NOT JUST MY HOME ITS MY SON’S HOME SICKO.
sorry i have not done any blogs since Sunday morning. i was going to do a blog on Tuesday but thought it be wrong with all the stuff going on with the news.
i kind of had a poop start to the week.
1) my hoover thought it would be cool to blow up…but today my mom has ordered me a new one ( don’t worry i’m paying it).
2) my sodding internet went down on Tuesday and me and this help line tried everything to get it to work. Wednesday morning i turned on the phone WiFi and wow the bloody thing started to go crazy lol.
3) people think I’m wonder woman and i can do 4 big jobs in one hour (O_0).
4) liam has been asked to go to a party but i haven’t sent a yes back yet. i’m just worried that liam is going to get to buzzed and hurt someone or the moms/dads are not going to understand him. my mom says if you ask the child’s mother if you can stay and tell her why you might be able to hang out with the mums but i’m not good around new people and i start to feel odd and scared.
whoop well i went out last night for the first time in 2-3 years. it was so lovely to see my friends again and to let my hair down. i got home at 3:30am and best part is I’ve only had 3 hours of sleep because my body is saying keys wake up. this is the first time when I’ve gone out and i can remember what i drank and i can remember the night ( 8 vk’s ,4 shots). I’ve woken up with no hang over and no sick (feeling bril).
only prob i had about clubing is the sodding photos and there was alot of them so i’m not looking forward to seeing them lol. what kind of bugs me is in the past the night club photo people would take a photo and you would pay £5 to have the photo but now they take the photo and put it up on there fb page to show every sod how much of a prat you look.
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