stress head

Image result for stressed animalwell i have been to see a doctor and found out that i’m stressed to the bone but like i said well hell yer not alot of people can say they found out there ex was cheating , son has crazy probs at school to a point i’m in meetings, gonna be working for a new cleaning company and know nothing about them ,dog got put to sleep because he was ill and it had to be me who had to be there when it happened because family was on holiday 😦 ,  i was with someone and thought everything was good until it was over , friend fall outs, then clicked on something is not right with something (can’t say online). hmmm have i not said that this is my 2016 (>_<).

been told i need to start relaxing but HOW DO YOU DO THAT (O_O). something is always bloody going on in my life.

2016 has been a crap year for me but also it has made me realize how lucky i am to have a son who thinks the universe of me.

..that dislike feeling…

walking home from work today and i thought i saw someone i once new but it won’t him. have you ever had that funny feeling when you see someone you dislike it makes you feel sick and light footed/headed… yer that’s how i went.

it’s crazy to think how last year was like and now i can’t even look at that person without that hurt feeling.

LEAVE MY HOME ALONE

well i had something scary happen to me at 1am this morning. I was in bed watching WWE Wrestlemania and for once i turned off the hall light because i was getting tv light (can’t sleep with no light). i was about to drop off but i heard a sound coming form the door downstairs (live in a upstairs flat). someone was moving the door handle. now this is not the first time this has happened to my door.

IF THIS HAPPENS AGAIN I WILL GO TO THE POLICE AND I WILL ASK HOUSING TO PUT UP CCTV ON MY DOOR.

THIS IS NOT JUST MY HOME ITS MY SON’S HOME SICKO.