well last night was odd.
i went to bed at 11pm and looked to see if everything is off.
2am i was woken up to a bang. i first thought it was the cat but nope she was on her pillow asleep. i turned the light on to find my headphones on the floor.
4am i got up and felt abit hot. i went into the livingroom to find out that my heating was on…but i know i turned it off last night.
last night i went to bed at 10pm and forgot to lock up but i know for a fact i put the door on yale lock so everything was gonna be ok. at night i keep my bedroom door a little bit open because i’m scared of the dark and yes i’m 29. i woke up at 3am and saw that my door was closed so i thought it must of been the cat. i woke up at 4am to get ready for work to see that my door was open so i thought i must of dreamt it. but when i saw the kitchen door i click on something was no right. that door was open and i know that i closed that because the cat likes the bin. when it was time to leave i went to the door (what is downstairs) i saw something scary…the door was not locked. so i ran back upstairs to see if someone was in my flat and if anything was missing but nope everything was ok and where it has been at night.
i did not tell anyone about it and nope i didn’t’ ring the police but tonight i will be locking everything up.
I was gonna write about this yesterday but after what happened on Monday I thought naa I write about it the next day.
my mum spent 2hours yesterday on the phone because housing have now put up my rent to £65 a week ( was £40) because they are saying that I’m working over 16hours. SOOOOOOO I had to ring up the tax office and then I found out that my tax code was wrong and that it says that I’m working two jobs and making £800 a month at each jobs. wtf I only have one job and I only do 16hours a week and very lucky if I make £500 a month. they have sorted out the prob and I will be getting money back (because I have been getting taxed).
I was at the seaside just chilling on the sand when suddenly people started to run. I saw liam looking to what people was running from. I turned around and saw a 10foot wave coming are way. I picked liam up and started to run…
I woke up with a jump.
when a woman does not want to talk to you ever again do not send her a letter and also watch her. this woman also came home tonight to see that her door handle had a hand print on it and it was raining….
why is it when you try very hard at stuff but there is always gonna be people who tell you your failing. i’m doing something on my own and also some of this stuff is new to me and trying very hard but starting to feel like a fail.
that was my night tonight.
i can’t wait to start a new year and put everything what happened in the bin.
2016 has kind of been crap for me…if someone said hey this year your job will change, family dog will be put to sleep, find out ya ex was cheating on ya, son needs more help (life skills/probs) ,money probs (thankyou kirklees), some crazy person will go round blacking your name, date someone and they dump you for money/work, you will end a 20 year friendship…..
lets hope next year will be a hell of alot better.