don’ t you just love it when your child says something and it makes you feel like your slowly melting into the chair your sitting in. on Wednesday we was at the doctors. she was running 20mins late and my son can’t sit still more then 5mins without doing or saying something. a big lady left one of the rooms and Liam shouts HEY MUM LOOK AT THAT FAT LADY. I just felt my body melting. I told him that it was rude to say that and everyone is different but Liam said yer but she’s fat.
(O_O) I didn’t know where to hide my face.
last week I got paid but sadly I was taxed £160 and I can’t get the money back till next year and because my big bills have now been paid my money sucks right now. on top of that housing has suspended my benefit payments after I have told them for 6monthss that my wage is everywhere and I do not know what is going on. this means now that I have to pay full council tax (paying £60 right now) and my rent will be £70 a week….
just feel like hiding under my bedroom :(.
sorry for not blogging a lot. like I said in my last post something big has happened and sadly I have now been told if it goes to court its her word not mine so I have to admit that has peed me off but good news I have got some money out of one prob but sadly I’m not aloud to say nothing. don’t worry i’m not going to court lol but a lot has happened.
anyway lets change the chat to some happy news. it was parents meeting tonight and I thought noooooooooooooo. Liam is bril in maths and good at English . school are on about getting a behavioural psychologist for Liam but he’s not as bad as he was (just have to see).
if people read my blogs i think it was only the other day when i did a blog about guys asking me out and how a guy i liked asked me out and i said nope (if you’re reading ask me on a date to movies or buy me a teddy lol). well i saw my bro today. he said he went out on friday night and some guy came up to him and asked if he was kera’s brother and he said yes and the guy said he used to work in the same building as me and that i’m fit…my poor bro just looked at him and said ok (lol what’s he post to say). he told me what he looked like but i don’t have a clue who it is lol.
(O_O) i do not understand what guys see in me lol.
i forgot to put this onto the site about Saturday morning.
i work up at 6:45am when my alarm went off. i jumped out of bed thinking omg i’m late for work. i went into the front room and got into my work stuff and when i went to look at the time again i saw the bloody day… I DON’T WORK SATURDAYS lol.
why is it when your not wanting a boyfriend nearly every guy you know try’s to ask you out (O_O). last night at work a guy I’ve known for some time that i have to admit i do like tried to ask me out but i said no right away. i felt kind of bad when he walked off but i just do not need the stress of a man again.
i have to much going on with liam and he’s number one.
why is it when you try very hard at stuff but there is always gonna be people who tell you your failing. i’m doing something on my own and also some of this stuff is new to me and trying very hard but starting to feel like a fail.
that was my night tonight.