yesterday

2pm yesterday i was just getting ready to go to my mums when I got a phone call from liam school. liam had one of his fits in his class and the ambulance was on there way. the walk to his school is 20mins but I ran like the wind and did it in 15mins.

wnen we got to Calderdale Royal Hospital liam was still blacked out but because there was no rooms we had to wait in the waiting room with my son in my arms. he came round after a hour and I had to tell him what had happened. we was suck in the waiting room for 3 years and spent a hour in the doctor room until they came back with the tests saying everything was ok but he needs to do a wee test but because liam was now asleep we have to do that at home.

he slept in my bed last night and is still in my bed right now watching youtube. he has to go and see a doctor and give them the wee test and see if he is ok.

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health update

well after a hard long think and a chat with family… i’m gonna be taking a break from facebook and i’ve got to start thinking about who i call friends but don’t worry still be blogging .

on Tuesday night i had some drama again but this time it ended up with me in tears and I started to feel very low and at breaking point. i think people by now will click on that i have not been well and i’m kind of sick of telling people that i’m fine. my stress levels are high, i can’t sleep, tummy probs,low days, nightmares and on top of that my hair is falling out and going abit grey. it’s also not been the best year for me with the family dog passing, work, money, ex’s, friends aka drama. i badly need to sort out my head and fix up my health and on top of that Santa is coming and i want to be happy not feeling ill.

i’m gonna have a month off facebook  but could be longer if needed.

liam faking >:(

i forgot to put what my son did yesterday.

we got up at 7am because it’s a school day. took me 10mins to get my child out of bed (its like having a teen lol). he had his breakfast and a glass of milk and everything was ok until 8am when he said he was not feeling very well and he had been sick at night on his bed. i went into his bedroom and there was no sick anywhere and no smell of sick. when i was dressing him i looked and smelled but nope. i did the mummy test and told him he looked ok and he is not hot so he is going to school. the walk to school was fine and liam was talking to me about something but soon as he got into the classroom he started to act like he was sick so the teacher said if hes still like this by 12pm we will ring you. hmmm 12pm came and i got a phone call to come pick him up because he’s not well. takes me 15mins to get to school and when i got there i bloody saw him running around the playground and i thought hmmm he’s sick. soon as i got into the office they came with liam and i looked him over again and said i hope you no he’s faking but school said sorry but because he says hes not well and hes acting odd i have to take him. on the way home and this is no joke he turns around and says to me Mummy i feel so much better now can i play on the ps4 when we get home. (O_O) well i won’t to happy so i said NO your post to be sick and sick people don’t get to play games but they do go to bed and stay in there bedrooms…

today he went to school and no probs.

stress head

Image result for stressed animalwell i have been to see a doctor and found out that i’m stressed to the bone but like i said well hell yer not alot of people can say they found out there ex was cheating , son has crazy probs at school to a point i’m in meetings, gonna be working for a new cleaning company and know nothing about them ,dog got put to sleep because he was ill and it had to be me who had to be there when it happened because family was on holiday 😦 ,  i was with someone and thought everything was good until it was over , friend fall outs, then clicked on something is not right with something (can’t say online). hmmm have i not said that this is my 2016 (>_<).

been told i need to start relaxing but HOW DO YOU DO THAT (O_O). something is always bloody going on in my life.

2016 has been a crap year for me but also it has made me realize how lucky i am to have a son who thinks the universe of me.

yep single again

yep im single again but not gonna say online why because i’m nice but will say i do not want to see his face again . that was the first time i was dumped for a stupid reason and being told they don’t want to wake up at 5am (>_<). 2months of happiness just gone with the click of a keybored on a phone and i feel used, a fool and a joke. thank god he never got to meet my boy who wanted to meet him.

just feel so pissed off right now its crazy.

SOD OFF >:(

well i had a nice and scary shock this morning because i thought it had stopped. at 11am i got a message on my phone saying that i just had a big jump on my stats. well i thought that was odd because its a none blog day. went and had a look and it was no shock. 41 views from the uk AND YOUR A PRAT BECAUSE I CAN SEE WHAT YOUR SODDING READING.

Hmmm you want to no about my life hmm ok. well liam is a hell of alot happier, i feel good about myself and loving my life oh and i’m seeing someone who makes me so happy.

 

ps thanks for the views.