well this feels very odd to be writing a blog. i think it has been a month since i put up a post about how i was feeling and i think it be good to just say that i am feeling fine and keeping to myself. i even went out on halloween (night clubbing). i do keep having thoughts that something bad is gonna happen to me everytime i’m not home but i’m working on trying to not worry about stuff like that.
the only prob i have been having is that i keep going dizzy to a point i had to take a sick day on thursday because i just felt like i was just gonna fall over. i went to work yesterday but had chest pain so took everything slowly so i won’t be sick on anything lol. i’m gonna try and book to see a doctor on monday to see what is going on because this also happened to me 2week ago.
oh and i did find out some news yesterday about a ex friend of mine trying to help someone who made my life very uncomfortable so i went and blocked them.
I was gonna write about this yesterday but after what happened on Monday I thought naa I write about it the next day.
my mum spent 2hours yesterday on the phone because housing have now put up my rent to £65 a week ( was £40) because they are saying that I’m working over 16hours. SOOOOOOO I had to ring up the tax office and then I found out that my tax code was wrong and that it says that I’m working two jobs and making £800 a month at each jobs. wtf I only have one job and I only do 16hours a week and very lucky if I make £500 a month. they have sorted out the prob and I will be getting money back (because I have been getting taxed).
got a letter today saying if i didn’t ring them in 7days to let building sevices to look at my gas appliances they will be taking me to court to gain access. i could not help but bloody laugh at the letter. they where post to come round on 23rd feb but came around at 3pm but i had to go out around that time for doctors and they was post to come on the 27th but they didn’t even show up or post a note into my letterbox (O_O).
The woman down the phone said it says on the computers that i bloody work and that i have a son so the best times to get me are 10am to 2pm HMMM SO WHY TURN UP AT 3PM. sorted it out now that there coming to to my home on wednesday and they better sodding show up.
also been told that if i don’t let them in that there gonna cut off my gas but i have a young child and i thought they can only cut you off if your not paying (O_O).
was at home drinking my coffee and was about to watch some crappy morning tv when i got a phone call from my son’s school saying he has fallen over and opened up the side of his head. i went up to the school thinking it was only gonna be a little cut but nope IT WAS BIG and blood (as liam was saying real blood). so we went up to huddersfield royal infirmary and was stuck in there for 3hours. He has had the cut glued but like i said to him when the ladys ask you how you did it don’t tell them the truth that you fell over your own feet and landed onto a table then headbutted a wall lol.
got to have the night off work because i’m on the 24hour watch so i do hope the message got to the member of staff who i was post to be working with tonight.
i can’t wait to start a new year and put everything what happened in the bin.
2016 has kind of been crap for me…if someone said hey this year your job will change, family dog will be put to sleep, find out ya ex was cheating on ya, son needs more help (life skills/probs) ,money probs (thankyou kirklees), some crazy person will go round blacking your name, date someone and they dump you for money/work, you will end a 20 year friendship…..
lets hope next year will be a hell of alot better.
have you ever looked into your kitchen cupboard and said to yourself…WHY DID I BUY THIS lol.
dose it sound crazy that i have been up since 4am and worked 4hours , went home and did more cleaning and picked liam up after but right now its 17:40 and i’m awake feeling awake still (O_O). if people want to know i’ve only had one coffee today and that was in the morning.