whoop its monday and i feel like i have been ran over by a bus , my head hurts and also my eyes. you know you’re getting old when you go on a night out and you sleep for 2days after lol but it was a bril night :D.
its late and i need to go to sleep but my mind is saying hell no. i’m getting so sick of feeling like this and i need it to stop. last night i had to make myself sleep and i must of dropped off at 10pm but woke up at 1am and went to sleep at 3am.
also today i got a text from the NHS saying liam has a appointment tomorrow at 10:30am but it was the first time i have been told about it so i’m gonna have to ring them tomorrow and rebook it or i will have school on my butt because i have not told them but how i’m i post to tell them if i didn’t even sodding knew lol.
i do not know what is going on with my head but for about a month now i have not been sleeping very well to a point i can be up all night and be asleep when liam is at school. right now it is 3am and i just can’t drop off.
sorry for not bloging. its been the school holidays and i’ve been busy with liam and i also have to admit it that i am very sleepy right now. he is back to school next week and i know this is gonna sound bad but i can’t wait to have life back to normal lol.
its already wednesday and i’m sleepy as pie.
liam is having his feet looked at tomorrow and i’m gonna have to have a chat with them about him falling over and opening his head. i think there is talk about liam having boots made for him.
started the new cleaning company yesterday and i had to be up at 4am. The job went well but just need to get used to the new stuff i have to do. i still don’t have the new gear and no name tag so hope that don’t take long.
today coffee is my best friend lol.
got a school parent meeting tonight …wish me luck lol. might end up falling asleep in one of the small chairs lol.
i keep having nightmares nearly every night.
last night i woke up with a jump all because i had a dream i left liam home and i went to town and when i came home the windows where open and liam was cleaning (O_O). other night i had a dream some crazy person was going around town with a gun.
i kind of want the dreams to stop…. i’m i having crazy dreams because of my stress probs?