well it has been my week off and wow it’s been lovely to just chill and not stress over stuff.
I got paid yesterday and ended up buying a new bed. I have been putting it off for a very long time but on thursday night I was laying next to my fella when I said his side of the bed was dipping but after a long chat i found out it was my side not his what was sinking to the floor (its a old divan). So on friday i had to buy a new bed or I be sleeping on the floor and also my back is always in pain. The first shop we went to was the British Heart Foundation and wow there beds looked like poop. I ended up making my mind that I wanted to new bed and just pay it off monthly because my dad always says it’s better to buy something new. So we went to Bensons For Beds and wow the bed what i have been looked at for months online…long story short my new bed is coming on the 6/3/19 🙂 (victoria lavender crush).
got to admit that this week has sucked monkey balls. just one simple thing can mess up your week and make you feel like a bug under a boot.
i made my mind up that saturday was gonna be a fun day and forget about what happened this week. took liam and scott to town and wow they do both make me laugh but if i hear i want to go home one more time i’m gonna scream lol.
this morning was not fun. i woke up at 3am to scott snoring his head off. it got to a point when i got my pillow and red blanket and slept on liam’s floor. i was woken up at 7:30am to liam hitting me with teddys thinking that i was a monster on his floor 0.0.
whoop its monday and i feel like i have been ran over by a bus , my head hurts and also my eyes. you know you’re getting old when you go on a night out and you sleep for 2days after lol but it was a bril night :D.
its late and i need to go to sleep but my mind is saying hell no. i’m getting so sick of feeling like this and i need it to stop. last night i had to make myself sleep and i must of dropped off at 10pm but woke up at 1am and went to sleep at 3am.
also today i got a text from the NHS saying liam has a appointment tomorrow at 10:30am but it was the first time i have been told about it so i’m gonna have to ring them tomorrow and rebook it or i will have school on my butt because i have not told them but how i’m i post to tell them if i didn’t even sodding knew lol.
i do not know what is going on with my head but for about a month now i have not been sleeping very well to a point i can be up all night and be asleep when liam is at school. right now it is 3am and i just can’t drop off.
sorry for not bloging. its been the school holidays and i’ve been busy with liam and i also have to admit it that i am very sleepy right now. he is back to school next week and i know this is gonna sound bad but i can’t wait to have life back to normal lol.