hi

whoop its monday and i feel like i have been ran over by a bus , my head hurts and also my eyes. you know you’re getting old when you go on a night out and you sleep for 2days after lol but it was a bril night :D.

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hello blog

its late and i need to go to sleep but my mind is saying hell no. i’m getting so sick of feeling like this and i need it to stop. last night i had to make myself sleep and i must of dropped off at 10pm but woke up at 1am and went to sleep at 3am.

also today i got a text from the NHS saying liam has a appointment tomorrow at 10:30am but it was the first time i have been told about it so i’m gonna have to ring them tomorrow and rebook it or i will have school on my butt because i have not told them but how i’m i post to tell them if i didn’t even sodding knew lol.

life and need sleep

started the new cleaning company yesterday and i had to be up at 4am. The job went well but just need to get used to the new stuff i have to do. i still don’t have the new gear and no name tag so hope that don’t take long.

today coffee is my best friend lol.

got a school parent meeting tonight …wish me luck lol. might end up falling asleep in one of the small chairs lol.

nightmares

i keep having nightmares nearly every night.

last night i woke up with a jump all because i had a dream i left liam home and i went to town and when i came home the windows where open and liam was cleaning (O_O). other night i had a dream some crazy person was going around town with a gun.

i kind of want the dreams to stop…. i’m i having crazy dreams because of my stress probs?