update from last blog

well i have had a busy morning.

i woke up and get liam ready for school and when i had sometime to myself to get dressed and sorted i looked at my very.com account to see that very.com have NOT put my credit back in. i rang them up right away seeing that they said it be in yesterday. now there saying that there now putting the money into my bank but there is something wrong with my bank so there so gonna email my bank a code. i said there is nothing wrong with my bank and i have never had probs with money going to back into my bank and on top of that should they be sending me a cheque.

because of this i went to town to see if the bank can help me and even they said there is nothing saying anything is getting refunded into my bank. after along chat with the bank we have classified it as stolen and there gonna try their best to get my money back and if there is any movement saying its going back there gonna ring me.

 

arrr how to piss me off

not a happy lass..just logged onto my very.com account where i have been saving up all my credit to buy a new tv what was post to come on a wednesday next week. logged onto my account to find out its be declined so i rang them up asking what the hell is going on because it been payed by my credit and the guy said he was sorry but they over ordered and i will get a tv soon as they get more (but don’t know when so no use to me)…so i asked for my credit back so i can go buy a different tv but same size and after a good yelling fight down the phone because he just kept saying just wait for your order miss price,  i now get my credit back on tuesday early morning…why have it up for sale if you bloody ran out…

update – i got my money back on thursday 😀 

life right now

i think people might of notice that i have not been blogging alot lately and that i have been keeping to myself. well alot of stuff has been going on in my life that sadly i can’t say online or i could get into alot of crap,

but i can say that since this crap has happened i have been having probs with my anxiety and been feeling low again. i have notice that…

  1. i have been eating alot of junk and i know this sounds silly but i try to stop but i can’t.
  2. i’m emotional and one min i’m happy as pie but next i’m crying and sad but i don’t understand why.
  3. i’ve been having nightmares and because of this i’m having about 4 to 5hour of sleep.
  4. i’m started to block people away from me because i feel like everyone is talking crap about me. i’m only talking to family and boyfriend.
  5. i only leave my home when i need to BUT i am going out around town at some point because my fella thinks it be good for me to see friends.
  6. everytime i go outside anywhere i feel like i’m gonna walk into people i really don’t want to see (reason why i like being at home).
  7. sometimes i get very stressed till a point i’m making myself ill with worry and stress.

right now i just want to sort myself out and don’t worry i will be blogging again.

the NHS is a bloody joke

i have been feeling low for about 3weeks and today i thought ok i’m gonna go see a doctor and see if they can help me out. i went in to book and nope no-one can see me. when i was walking out the building someone asked me if i was ok and sadly i had to hold my tears and say i’m fine.

i can’t say what is going on in my life right now but i feel like i’m gonna go bang.

not cool

don’t you just hate it when someone rings you the day before and says hey i’m popping up at 4pm tomorrow and you say ok. i spent this morning making the house look good and telling liam to not walk and eat.

Its now 4;36pm and no one has showed up..arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

so yer this happened to me

35877655_10215501835835124_8586536585674096640_nWell i did a silly thing yesterday.

At 10am i went down my flat stairs to go outside to put stuff into the black bin . When I was going down the concrete stairs i missed my stepping and fell down two steps and landed onto the floor and my foot bent funny. At first i thought i just bruised it but soon as i went to pick liam up i knew i done something else because i could not even walk on it anymore. So ended up going to the HRI. Hospitel thought the same as me but soon as the xray came back nope i’ve gone a chipped a bone but that explains why i’m in pain.

 

O_O hi

thankyou for all the birthday message’s. i got my 4th card at 10pm and yesterday other family members remembered to send a bloody message.

anyway i had some good news. i had a phone call to tell me that there gonna be testing my son for ADHD BUT they don’t no if he has it 0-0 and it might be something else. but i’m just happy that the doctor got them to push it seeing that school keep saying they will.

i kind of had a crappy morning. i went to work like normal and ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRR. a staff member was in a mood with me because i’m off next week and i had someone trying very hard to make me feel like i’m a failure (all before 7am). i was so happy to get home and yell into a pillow.

anyway i’m off to watch my boy play minecraft…..