I was gonna write about this yesterday but after what happened on Monday I thought naa I write about it the next day.
my mum spent 2hours yesterday on the phone because housing have now put up my rent to £65 a week ( was £40) because they are saying that I’m working over 16hours. SOOOOOOO I had to ring up the tax office and then I found out that my tax code was wrong and that it says that I’m working two jobs and making £800 a month at each jobs. wtf I only have one job and I only do 16hours a week and very lucky if I make £500 a month. they have sorted out the prob and I will be getting money back (because I have been getting taxed).
last week I got paid but sadly I was taxed £160 and I can’t get the money back till next year and because my big bills have now been paid my money sucks right now. on top of that housing has suspended my benefit payments after I have told them for 6monthss that my wage is everywhere and I do not know what is going on. this means now that I have to pay full council tax (paying £60 right now) and my rent will be £70 a week….
just feel like hiding under my bedroom :(.
sorry for not blogging a lot. like I said in my last post something big has happened and sadly I have now been told if it goes to court its her word not mine so I have to admit that has peed me off but good news I have got some money out of one prob but sadly I’m not aloud to say nothing. don’t worry i’m not going to court lol but a lot has happened.
anyway lets change the chat to some happy news. it was parents meeting tonight and I thought noooooooooooooo. Liam is bril in maths and good at English . school are on about getting a behavioural psychologist for Liam but he’s not as bad as he was (just have to see).
before i left my moms yesterday (working) i went and had a look at the list the school gave me. it said Liam’s class was having a party but did not say nothing about no school gear. i went to pick him up to see that his class was in there party gear and school have put a shirt on Liam so he will fit in. i felt so bad for not putting him in his own stuff but it didn’t say anything in the letter. Liam didn’t seem to care he was happy he went to a party and he kept going on about dancing….. but i do feel bad.
well after a hard long think and a chat with family… i’m gonna be taking a break from facebook and i’ve got to start thinking about who i call friends but don’t worry still be blogging .
on Tuesday night i had some drama again but this time it ended up with me in tears and I started to feel very low and at breaking point. i think people by now will click on that i have not been well and i’m kind of sick of telling people that i’m fine. my stress levels are high, i can’t sleep, tummy probs,low days, nightmares and on top of that my hair is falling out and going abit grey. it’s also not been the best year for me with the family dog passing, work, money, ex’s, friends aka drama. i badly need to sort out my head and fix up my health and on top of that Santa is coming and i want to be happy not feeling ill.
i’m gonna have a month off facebook but could be longer if needed.
I do not understand but this morning when i woke up i just felt crappy. i didn’t want to get out of bed so i had to make myself because of liam. we was post to go to town but i was not in the mood but did get some shopping done from the local shop. I’ve just been sat at home watching you tube , ps4 and Disney films. Its now 20:44pm and I’m sat watching horror films and feeling abit happy but because liam has gone to bed i have no-one to talk to :(.
does anyone else have days like this???
wtf just happened (O_O).
i was walking home from school with my son and a other girl from his school when a woman started to swear at me saying that i pushed her son into the road on Helme Lane. i have to admit that i was not looking in front of me when walking because the girl who was walking with us was talking but i did say sorry. well the woman didn’t take my sorry and started to swear in front of me, my son, the girl and her children. she started to say she was gonna smash my face in so i turned around and walked away but she was still swearing and saying to watch myself or i will get my face smashed in…. when we walked off the girl was abit worried and also liam but like i said them do not worry about it because if someone acts like that it just shows what kind of person she is….
but have to admit it did worry me when she said she was gonna smash my face in next to my son and other children.