today i have just been cleaning up my home to keep my mind off stuff and building stuff on minecraft for my son.
today is my 29th birthday and no joke i only got 3 cards this year (my nan and grandad, mum and dad, sister and her fella). mostly i get more then that but nope it looks like people forgot. on top of that no-one has come round to see me today and the only people who rang to say happy birthday was my mum and dad.
kind of want to go to bed now 😦
I got a phone call from school yesterday saying liam had been sick. I went to pick him up and when walking home I rang up my mum and told her I think he’s faking because he does not look sick and he is not hot. soon as he got home the little sod says mummy I feel better can I play on the xbox. I WAS NOT HAPPY. I told him no because you are sick and sick people stay in bed and watch tv.
today he is still home because school say he has to stay off till Monday….BUT NOTHING IS WRONG.
I was gonna write about this yesterday but after what happened on Monday I thought naa I write about it the next day.
my mum spent 2hours yesterday on the phone because housing have now put up my rent to £65 a week ( was £40) because they are saying that I’m working over 16hours. SOOOOOOO I had to ring up the tax office and then I found out that my tax code was wrong and that it says that I’m working two jobs and making £800 a month at each jobs. wtf I only have one job and I only do 16hours a week and very lucky if I make £500 a month. they have sorted out the prob and I will be getting money back (because I have been getting taxed).
last week I got paid but sadly I was taxed £160 and I can’t get the money back till next year and because my big bills have now been paid my money sucks right now. on top of that housing has suspended my benefit payments after I have told them for 6monthss that my wage is everywhere and I do not know what is going on. this means now that I have to pay full council tax (paying £60 right now) and my rent will be £70 a week….
just feel like hiding under my bedroom :(.
sorry for not blogging a lot. like I said in my last post something big has happened and sadly I have now been told if it goes to court its her word not mine so I have to admit that has peed me off but good news I have got some money out of one prob but sadly I’m not aloud to say nothing. don’t worry i’m not going to court lol but a lot has happened.
anyway lets change the chat to some happy news. it was parents meeting tonight and I thought noooooooooooooo. Liam is bril in maths and good at English . school are on about getting a behavioural psychologist for Liam but he’s not as bad as he was (just have to see).
before i left my moms yesterday (working) i went and had a look at the list the school gave me. it said Liam’s class was having a party but did not say nothing about no school gear. i went to pick him up to see that his class was in there party gear and school have put a shirt on Liam so he will fit in. i felt so bad for not putting him in his own stuff but it didn’t say anything in the letter. Liam didn’t seem to care he was happy he went to a party and he kept going on about dancing….. but i do feel bad.
well after a hard long think and a chat with family… i’m gonna be taking a break from facebook and i’ve got to start thinking about who i call friends but don’t worry still be blogging .
on Tuesday night i had some drama again but this time it ended up with me in tears and I started to feel very low and at breaking point. i think people by now will click on that i have not been well and i’m kind of sick of telling people that i’m fine. my stress levels are high, i can’t sleep, tummy probs,low days, nightmares and on top of that my hair is falling out and going abit grey. it’s also not been the best year for me with the family dog passing, work, money, ex’s, friends aka drama. i badly need to sort out my head and fix up my health and on top of that Santa is coming and i want to be happy not feeling ill.
i’m gonna have a month off facebook but could be longer if needed.