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fun weekend

it has been 1940s weekend in meltham and its been fun. i do have to admit that i was not going to go because of certain reasons but my son wanted to go so i had to.  he loved seeing the tanks and eating the ice cream he had (what went everywhere lol).

it did rain most the day but i’m happy we went 🙂 .

feeling low

first day back at work and i ended up crying in the loo’s all because of that one person going round telling people i’m a hurtful bitch. i had people putting there nose’s in the air and pushing past me. i even had a family i have known since i was 12 blank me out but his son came up to me and gave me a hug and asked if i was ok. soon as i got home i just went into my room and cried into a pillow.  people are telling me not to listen and not to let people get to me but sometimes its just so hard.

i’m never going onto facebook again after this false allegation and people wonder why i keep to myself.

what a sodding morning

well i had a fun morning.

the lady who sadly lost her daughter came out her house and asked me if i said anything on facebook. well i said yes but i only put i was sad and shocked. well she went crazy on me and started to yell at me saying that i put her childs name all over the internet (but i do not know there names). i told her that i have not and if i have upset you i’m sorry. she then started to shout out she was going to ring up the police on me. i mostly would of not give a crap about this because the woman has alot going on but WHEN SHE WAS YELLING RIGHT NEXT TO MY SON (O_O). i got hold of liam’s hand and just left her yelling at me. liam asked me what was that about and i told him we are just not friends anymore. i found out when i got home that some silly person had put the womans name on my fb page so i deleted the status and deleted a hell of alot of people and i even left a new status. my mom and dad said don’t worry about it because you have done nothing wrong and if she yells at you again saying stuff like this report her to the police. my mother took me out to a have a coffee and went around the charty shops and when we was in the shop two ladys where talking about the woman hmmmm wonder if i will be blamed for that (O_O). 

 well i had a fun morning. i just had my neighbour having a right go at me next to my son all because someone had told her that i have put her childs name all over my facebook page. like i said to the lady i did put something online but i did not say her name (because i didn’t no her name). she kept yelling at me when i was walking away and at the same time saying she was going to ring the police on me for putting her childs name all over the internet.

I spent 2hours last night in tears thinking about what had happened so having this woman yelling at me made me feel more crap.
Because of this I have deleted a lot of people off my fb page (was going to delete page but to many photos). Thank you for blacking my name and making me sound like a hurtful bitch to everyone in meltham.

ps i had depression for 4 years after i had my son ….i’m not going to do anything stupid but i will say always be careful when you try to talk poop about stuff like this…. right now i’m just in shock and feeling sick.

well this is a first lol

well i had something funny happen to me today. i was on a busy bus this morning with liam heading to town (eye test for liam). well on the bus a old guy started to have ago at me saying that the bus is busy and your taking the chair up with a bag. i looked at him odd and said but sir there is no bag only my son. liam was looking at his feet with his hood on his head. liam pops his head up and says hello. the guy when kept saying sorry because he thought liam was a bag. lmao i just could not stop laughing. think he needs to get his eyes tested to lmao.